Michael Jackson Hoax Death

Post edited 4:32 pm – July 15, 2009 by SJlovesMJ

there are so many messages I want to tell to MJ!

I just really wanna let him know how much I Miss, Love, Care and Treasure him..

wanna share u a quote that is now really very important to me..

“Sometimes We Don't Appreciate A Gift Until Its Gone”

Yeah.. I have to admit..

I hadn't appreciated MJ earlier.. and I really regret that..

( I wasn't born during his generation.. and as I remember, I was only 3yrs old when MJ had visted Philippines. like 1996? and I was born in 1993..)

and I want to apologize to MJ.. ( wherever he is )

first thing that had come up in my mind when it was announced that MJ had “passed away” is something like this..

- that news got to be a joke!! I really hope MJ's death is only a joke!! ( I know this joke isn't Funny! ) but its better than seeing him lying inside the casket! Rightttt???

then in the following days, I still can't believe it! The news about MJ's “death” still hadn't hit me.. until they had announced “The Memorial of MJ”.. about that time I think its time for me to accept the fact that he is “gone” and he is now with God.. I had made a Notebook that contains his Biography, his songs, his albums and the messages I made for him ( which is not yet complete! bcoz of this site! This site gives me hope! Tnx!!)..

[ these are the moments when i was to accept that MJ was really "gone" ]

Anyways.. here are some of my messages for him..

- MJ, u might be gone but u'll always stay in my heart. u'll never be forgotten.. u'll have a special place in my heart that no one can ever replace u..

- I hope his critics will let him have peace & privacy in his “other life”..

- MJ ur not dead.. and forever will not die in my heart!

Sometimes I wish when I wake up the nxt day, I'll realize it was all a nightmare, then I will see him on Public Telvision so healthy and alive!! and here's another thing, I really hate it when I cry, but these past few days I always find myself staring blankly and remembering MJ, then suddenly.. there are waters forming in my eyes.. And every night b4 I go to sleep, I always cry like a child! wanting him to come back.. I really miss him..

I don't understand myself why I cried like a child when I found about MJ's death, I cried as if he's someone vey special to me & so close to me.. I cried, Maybe its becoz Mj's The King Of Pop, or maybe the fact that I saw how much he love his fans, or is it bcoz of his talents & skills, or bcoz I admire him for being strong ( in facing challenges & rumors in his life & his career ), or is it bcoz I had seen his children being good persons

( I had read it in some news ), or is it bcoz of him being a good father? or is it I was yearning a father's love ( and some what saw him as a father that I wanted to have not bcoz of his wealth & popularity, but bcoz of how much care and attention he gave to his children.. I haven't have a father ever since.. So maybe I saw a father image in him ). I really don't know whats the reason bhind the tears I shed for him.. But there's One thing I'm sure about, I love MJ and I will surely miss him! He's a treasure to me!

There are also times I wanted to stand up for him! to fight for him to all the critics that wanted to destroy him..

like these..

- Many people say that MJ is odd/ strange, but for me thats really ordinary, each and every people is odd, each of us have different characteristics ( good & bad ) and for that we should respect and accept him ( both his good & bad characteristics )..

- I know we have different opinions about MJ (but most of us here loves him so much), but now he is “gone”, I hope people who don't like him should just Shut their mouth and respect him!!

- Many people said he had undergo skin tratment for him to become white, but MJ said he had Vitiligo ( in which of course I believe he had Vitligo! ).. There were also some issues/rumors ( bad rumors ) about him ( I believe he is Innocent!! ) that had caused people and critics to judge him, but what I want to say is, they don't have any right to judge/criticize a person, any person, especially MJ! Though he had been undergoing so much pain ( physically & emotionally ) he still continues to bring joy & happiness to us through his music & songs.. Now, tell me what right do we have to judge/criticize him??

But since I had found this site, I'm much calmer now and I still hope MJ is alive.. but I'm really confused now! A part of me believes he's dead ( for some reasons ) & now he's with God and I need to let him rest! ( I really wanted him to rest, I tried not to think of him! but I can't ).. and of course a bigger part of me believes that he is still alive.. he's some where out there having the life he had always wanted. But whatever it is, I believe MJ have reasons in every actions he make, and with that, I will always support him! I wish him happiness where ever he is right now!

here's my last message to him..

I wanted u to know there are so many people loving u & supporting u ( so don't think u r alone ).. But most especially..

I wanted u know that there is a Sarah Joan loving u, caring for u, regretting for not appreciating u earlier, missing u and treasuring u for whoever u are.. I will always love u!

SJlovesMJ

Thank you Michael for making people realize there is only one race in the earth – the human race, I always think black, white or yellow etc are only colours. You make people who love you become a union regardless of what languages we speak, where we are from.

No one can compare the amount of people you have helped around the world.

Though I don't know you personally, I believe that you are strong, talented, compassionate, affectionate, generous and you forgive those who have wronged you.

I feel sorry for all the people accusing you for something which I believe you did not do. They should be ashame of themselves for they only see what they wanted to see.

Michael, thank you for your music, all the love you have for the world, the effort you put in to try to change the world for better. People who truly appreciate you will love you back.

I will always support you. And I am not the only one.

Post edited 3:32 am – July 23, 2009 by britney

 Dawnevee  said : Could MJ get a message out to his fans without people picking up on it?  Of course he can  .  And all of us here on this site have our eyes and ears open.

Michael, we fans love you very much.  We miss you.  But if you had to do what you had to do, we understand.

The end.

yes i agree with you very much.

i hold a certain childlike hope ~ for him to come back <just like katie did >