Post edited 4:25 am – August 3, 2009 by MJ_forever
I know deep in my heart that you are reading now this message I'm writing now. I have been your fan for 18 years and I'm still be. My dream was always to be able to reach you, to meet you and to tell you how much I love you. I now deep in my heart that you are not dead, that this is just a nightmare from which I wake up soon. I remember the day when I heard about you for the first time. I was 5, but I still remember very well the day when my sisters came home very happy from the disco, telling me that they are in love with Michael Jackson.I was to little to understand their words, but I was enjoying the moments when they were listen your songs and I was dancing on it. It was so fun then. I wish so much return to the past.I always loved you since I was I little girl and I always said that I want to marry you. When I saw you for the first time in Dangerous Tour Live in Bucharest (my hometown) I burst out crying. Is was magical. I will never stop thanking God for letting you on this Earth. U gave me life, you taught me so many things about life. I really like your way of being, your kindness, your sweetness, all. I always knew that you are the Angel of God, despite of everything people say. I regret so much that God didnt give me the chance to meet you, to talk with you, to give you personally the book I am writing for you.
I love you Michael. I will always love you, and I will protect you from anyone. The only reason for I live for is you. If God will give me someday a son, I will called him Michael, because is the name of my Angel, you!
I will dedicate every book I will write from now on to you, and every thought I'll have is for you.No matter how many years I will live, I will always think of you and my heart will be always yours.
God bless you, God bless your sweet heart, because no one never will have a heart like yours. All I am is because of you, and thats why I want to thank you. I love you!