Michael Jackson Hoax Death

Post edited 1:16 pm – August 4, 2009 by doonbuggy

I apologize i was the one to post the first article of the lief ins. being paid before it was retracted.

DOES ANYONE HAVE SOLID PROOF THE LIF. INS. EXISTS AND WAS CASHED IN?

besides AP and court today that the media did not report??

what does it mean if you have more than one life insurance policy? and i too would like to see the actual article that says it was paid out.

fegemermaid said:

Kurious said:

 He will stay under wraps for the rest of his life, he has got no choice now.

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Of course for his children, for him to be alive, for them it would be a blessing….but in my selfish hurt right now, if he “stays under wraps for the rest of his life”……we have still lost him….

I know what you mean, but this is obviously what he wanted (or had to do) to escape.  So we need to respect that.  That is why I have posted many times – I don't want to know where he is, just want to know that he is alive and well.

Post edited 2:15 pm – August 4, 2009 by SpirtsLast4Ever

melluvsmike25 said:

fegemermaid said:

I guess it is finally true…..I never thought that it would be confirmed. The LIFE INSURANCE POLICY HASBEEN CLAIMED…..Tenderoni said it all in her post I guess.

I feel so ridiculous…. I came to this site with such a superior attitude….everone at work told me how CRAZY I was, how STUPID I was,

I was NOT some crazed fan, sure I love Michael, his humanitarianism touched me more then ANYTHING….but I was here because I just KNEW that he was alive……now I sit here crying my eyes out….I can hardly see my stupid computer screen.

DAMN IT…….why does this hurt so much? I am being sincere when I say that I owe every single person on this site an apology that I EVER thought that I was above emotion as far as this whole hoax was concerned, and 'rolled my eyes' when someone got a little too mellowdramatic……..look at me now…..My heart is……..BROKEN…..and I can't seem to get my tears to stop…..

I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense…

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I feel the same way. It seems worse then when they announced that he was dead on the 25th. Because I found this site shortly after he died and it comforted me and made me think that he wasn't. And I trully believed it.

I have been crying most of the day. So, I understand how you feel. I just can't believe that our beloved Michael is gone and so young.

 I can remember being in my bedroom when I was a teenager and listening to Beat It, and Thriller etc… I can see myself dancing and singing along. Later I got married and had kids, and stopped listening to him. Stopped buying his CD's. And now I feel this tremendous amount of guilt, and sorrow. Almost as if, it's all my fault. If only I had continued to buy his music and support him more. If only I had wrote one letter to help him. I know he probably would have never looked at the letter. But at least I would feel better, because I tried. That is crazy I know. I hope I'm not the only one that feels this way. If I am, then I do need to go to an institution.

I'm going to miss My Michael so much. I'm sorry for what everyone did to you, and I wished I could have been there for you. Thank you for entertaining us all these years and now you may rest….I know he wont see this, but it makes me feel better.

Youre not the only one .. trust me.. i as well feel the same.

i have never met michael , nor have been to any of his concerts (which i wish i had)..

I used to listen to his music.. all the time in the 90's ( i was born in 1990) , it was the only music i used to listen to.. well him and dj bobo(but that's a different story).. Before the memorial, i knew nothing of michael.. yes i knew alot about his music and how he was known for thriller and dance moves, and how he had his nose done, and he had vertiglio.. and had children.. those wore the only things i knew him as.. when i herd he died, i was in my livingroom, and i was on my laptop (on facebook, as always..l) and herd (breaking news… michael jackson has been admitted to the hospital.. no one knows what has happened….) at first i thought.. oh it's michael, he will be alright.. doctors save peoples lives everyday.. then 10 minutes later, “Michael jackon has died!” it hit me like a bomb in my heart…. and i dont know why.. b/c a relative had just died two weeks b4 and i was not that hurt.. I was soo depressed. and i could not explain why??? I mean this man who i knew almost nothing about had died and i was more upset over his death then anyonessss.. When the memorial was on , i began to realize wow..  michael  and i have alot in common which im sure alot of you did.. we love the world, and God, and love to laugh and smile, and no  matter what I smile (i don't know about him) and i love to have fun. and i  would do anything to help others that are less fotunate . I said to my self wow, no wonder i feel soo sad,, this guy was a great guy and he did pure goodness for this world and that is the way ot should be. .. but b4 i had no idea who he was.. Michael will always be in our hearts, and i pray to God , that where he is right now, I pray that he is happy and safe and away from all the hurt.. I pray for his children, and the jackson family, wether or not this is a hoax, i pray that they as well are safe…

peace and love

fegemermaid said:

I just want to say thank you again to everyone who has responded to my posts….very kind words.

Right now I feel wrecked..I am still questioning everything….the media, the so called “reliable sources” and even news outlets that I always trusted to give me the “right” news, to report what was true..I have learned so much n the last month about how things are reported, where the information comes from, and how much “news” is actually based on speculation, recycled information, and just outright lies! so even if I am questioning this site, it's motives, and “ADMIN” and the wierdness on here the last few days, (HOW did this site show up in GOOGLE on 6/23/09??) even if this site is making money of of MJ, Above it all, I am greatful that this site has shown me so MANY wonderful, intelligent, caring people from all around the world….

I have not completely given up hope, I still have faith, and silly as it sounds, I can't quite wrap my brain around Michael being gone…..I guess the truth will come out someday….and as skeptical as I am of all the “fakers” who post here & will have to answer for their own sins, I will still keep searching…..

I could not agree with you anymore.. and especially with the last part…