Michael Jackson Hoax Death

Ella said:

supermom75 said:

some of us did not know he would do this we are not  in the close friend thing like  this person that i donot believe who says he is  on here no names i just met two guys internationaly who knew him and  they would not talk the way this person does but no harm done  i do not get mad easy i have to big of a heart  i think that is what me and michael had in our friendship single parents

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I hope you aren't talking about me?

Cuz I most def am not lying about knowing Michael. I haven't spoken on any “personal” issues regarding him. Believe me, I have 16 or more pictures that he and I have taken together..

I will never speak on my personal knowing of him in detail. I only said something because this is really hard for me. I live somewhere right now where I cant talk about him. It really sucks, im in a tough situation.

Whomever asked “why would someone who knows him come on here?”

That is profoundly STUPID to ask. Why not?  Michael was probably around 100 or more people a day. LOTS of people knew him/had access to him. What you see in the media iis his gaurds protecting him out in PUBLIC. In his home or amongst friends and family, gaurds are not around him. Michael went to family functions, his children are EXTREMELY active in lots of activities. Soccer, baseball, all kinds of things. They were just protected and among people that had no interest in them as “celebutots”.

I will again state that I am not on here to prove anything to anyone. I know who I am. I know who he was and anyone who knows him, knows the sense of normalcy he craved in his life. He was intrigued by people that could hold intelligent conversations and make him laugh. He didnt  care about money/looks…

So anyone that tries to refer to me as “fake” can kiss my ass.

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Again it was just a question. NOT DIRECTED AT ANYONE IN PARTICULAR.(not a stupid one either). I just wondered if you thought he'd feel betrayed. Jeez!

I actually kinda wish you weren't leaving. You seem like a  very genuine person who loved him dearly. Sorry, I'm not really good at consolling, but I can relate with your feelings (I still feel extremely guilty of the times I joked with friends on the playground about him…) and I just want to let you know that I'm another person that cares.

Post edited 3:20 pm – July 18, 2009 by Give.in.to.me

Post edited 3:49 pm – July 18, 2009 by ReachingOut

Hi Ella

I, also like many on this site, have lurked more than posted. I've dropped small contributions wherever I could and as insignificant as they may seem or appear to be, I too was hoping to add to the puzzle, to piece together the enigma that continues to surround our beloved Michael Jackson.

Based on reading everything I have and especially from yourself and supermom along with many others here, I also came up with a theory on which I've been working on.

After what happened to you the other day, I chose not to post it.  I didn't know Michael personally like you both did,  I'm merely an observer, someone who has always enjoyed a mystery at the best of times.  When this happened I was almost shocked to read that so many had observed what I also had.

It would be a sad thing to lose your contributions and that of supermoms and I just wanted to add my thanks to you both.  My theory is more like a fantasy – when viewed in a logical sense, but – nothing is logical anymore, it seems.  People like yourselves help others like me to think beyond what is dangled and paraded so blatantly in front of us.

So yeah, just wanted you both to know it's been appreciated thus far.

Thank “ya” and love you more for it.

Ella said:

Give.in.to.me said:

OKay. I'm just going to clear my air right here. I posted a comment on a topic(can't remember which one) It said” with all due respect..why would someone who knows MJ come here”…for anybody who may misunderstand my post whether you know him, knew him, or don't know him…I just meant would you think he felt betrayed you would “look” for him or for answers. Peace and much love to all MJHD followers.

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Oh I didn't know that you posted that.

Well, I don't know. I cared very deeply for Michael and when I heard that his happened to him it crushed me. I cried myself to sleep that night like a child, because my heart was broken.

I haven't had any contact with him in quite some time.

I don't know if MJ faked his death, simply died because of poor choices or was murdered. I need to seek that truth and the sad thing is that i HAVE to connections to ask questions, but I can't. Because I tell you what, what people have come up with on this site is better than ANYTHING that I have heard from people who actually should be dealing with this..

This site is helping me cope with and understand.. Michael had problems, but not the kind of issues that the media is saying he had. He just wanted acceptance and love, and he got that from millions of people, but at the end of the night, those people would go home and he would be back in a hotel room or at his home.. All alone.

I will state again that I will never openly reveal anything person about Michael to anyone here. There are A LOT of people that know shiit about him, but arent saying anything because they DO care about him. What they don't realize is that sometimes silence isn't golden. Maybe people SHOULD have said something long ago.. Maybe he would be with us today..

I dont know.. I am someone that knew him.. Not as well as I could have but well enough to know things. I am in no bigger postion than anyone else that was lucky enough to have his as a friend.

I don't matter. Im a small town girl, who met an insanely sweet, honest, beatufiul and GENUINE man…. He was all of those things, but deeply troubled… No one will ever understand.

Michael was 49 the last time I was around him.. Seriously, felt like I was haning out with my college boyfriend or something…

I believe that the truth always comes out and you guys are going to find out A LOT of stuff about Michael in the next few months.

Im gonna just sit back and watch.. heh

I'm ready to be blown away. I'm sure that all of us on this site are looking forward to what is going to happen. You're leading us on…and I want to see where the end will lie. I will wait and I am anxious to see what'll happen now! Thanks for this post, you've lifted my hopes.

Post edited 8:10 pm – July 18, 2009 by ReachingOut

Argggggggh I went to edit my post and the forum hiccuped, now it's all gone.

Never mind, LOL.

Keep on keeping on!

you don't need to leave because of harsh comments.. I have met MJ before, when

I was in Londo, accidently when he showed up at a shop I was in. This was I think 5 years ago (might have been four might have been six)

I didn't even know it was him and me being daring and have met many celebs before including Mick Jagger and a few members of the Royal Family, I walked up to him and I knew the press

lies about him because the press couldn't believe a celeb was a private person… 

but when I met him I thought “what a sweet and nice man”. I wish I got to know him more but

the obsessed fans were coming inside and like I said, I was already in the shop when MJ showed up.

I didn't ask for his autograph, of course I have never once asked for a celeb's photo or autograph.

carelesslove46 said:

Ella, I dont doubt you at all hun…We are all deeply upset and need to find out the truth. How

lucky and blessed you were to have known him..I'm sure you have beautiful memories that

will sustain you through the hard times..You also have new friends here..If Michael is indeed

passed on then this site can become a sanctuary for fans to meet and grieve and support

each other..Dont let other people's negativity push you away..We all have theories..Some

are really thought provoking, whilst others are just plain laughable…I can guarentee we

wont agree on things all the time..But do stay..Take care..xx

Yeah some things that people say on here are crazy but if you really think about it, with Michael you NEVER knew lol.

MichelleMissesMJ said:

this post is making me cry.  i was really optimistic last night especially about the e casanova pics looking like him in the ambulance but today again i am crying.  how can i stop this pain.  i just want it all to be a dream but it's not and i'm seriously getting more and more depressed.  ella and supermom you are so lucky to have met him.  what i would have given to meet him.  i just feel so sorry for him and what he endured.

Dont lose hope sweetie.. Please hang in there