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Post edited 12:08 pm – July 18, 2009 by Iknowitall
I had posted in a few of the threads that I am not going to be posting here anymore. I thought that I would just let everybody know why.
I may have come off a little strong in a few of my threads on here and for that I am sorry.
It is not in my heart to disrespect anyone or knock down their beliefs in anything. I started coming to this site out of pure curiosity one night when I typed in “Michael Jackson faked his death” on google. I found the posts to be very interesting as well as all of the cool things that the Admin was coming up with..
I also noticed supermom75 and that she knew Michael and thought that was pretty cool, considering I too know Michael and I just started to wonder how many people on here actually DO know him, since I know that I really do know him and then there was someone else on here that claimed to know him.
I started to make posts about my theories because in all honesty I, like many people that knew Michael, honestly don't know what happened to him in the days leading up to his death. I really don't know what happened to him and it kills me inside every day because I KNOW something went wrong…
The email that I got was real and the reason that I posted on here was because I got really scared. Somebody on here obviously knows who I am and it worries me because though I don't live anywhere L.A or his family, if anyone finds out that i've been posting facts on here, who knows what can or will happen to me.
I've tried to convince myself that the ADMIN played some kind of crazy joke, but in my heart I know that it wasn't them that sent that email to me.
This crazy email, on top of just reading CRAZY things that people are posting when they have NO idea what they are talking about is really taking its toll on my mind and spirit.
This site has become an obsession with me and I think it's because of guilt. The guilt of not being a good person in his life when I probably had the chance to be.
I f**ked it up and I will spend the rest of my life heart broken behind this.
Celebs are not what you think they are.. That is why i stressed that they have so many sides to them.
I am just a regular girl, nothing special about me at all. I am 27 years old and weird. But I was able to have one of the most inspiring people on earth tell me that “he got me”…
I know that most of you won't believe me and thats fine, I didnt post this for people to believe me.
I posted this to say that I am sorry Michael. I am sorry that I failed you because my obsession with being insignificant made it appear that I didn't care or thought you were uncool or creepy. I didn't. It was simply a lack of believing in my own self worth .
I don't know what happened to Michael Jackson, but I know that he had a serious problem. It wasn't his fault at all. So no matter what you guys hear or see, PLEASE know that.
Just remember that there is always a spark of truth in every single lie…
If anybody has any questions that’s fine, but I honestly will not speak of ANY private things regarding Michael Jackson. I won't. Just as Supermom hasn't i'm sorry but I won't.
I'm sorry if I wasn’t honest about some stuff and I am not “one of them” spying.. I am just as lost as all of you…
Sincerely,
Ella
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7:22 pm
July 17, 2009
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ok…I think that you shouldn't be feeling this way. I dion't know what kind of relationship you had with the man in person but I thimk your knowledge is quite good on this site. Although, you may feel that some statements are closer to the truth more than they should be so I imagine you feel a little freaked out. Today was a hard day, a lot of hard comments…but I'd like to let you know that at least I enjoy your thoughts…so keep it up and don't care about what others think..this is a free thinking site not a place where there are leaders telling others to be quite…that is not in my opinion something that MJ stood for during his musical career..imagine how many people said noooo…don't do this or that….at least you were lucky enough to have met him honey!! Bless ya…
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7:25 pm
July 17, 2009
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stephykat said:
ok…I think that you shouldn't be feeling this way. I dion't know what kind of relationship you had with the man in person but I thimk your knowledge is quite good on this site. Although, you may feel that some statements are closer to the truth more than they should be so I imagine you feel a little freaked out. Today was a hard day, a lot of hard comments…but I'd like to let you know that at least I enjoy your thoughts…so keep it up and don't care about what others think..this is a free thinking site not a place where there are leaders telling others to be quite…that is not in my opinion something that MJ stood for during his musical career..imagine how many people said noooo…don't do this or that….at least you were lucky enough to have met him honey!! Bless ya…
You know I just feel guilty. Like I dont want to make this about me. Thats why I never said anything about knowing him directly because I honestly dont know what happened either. MJ knew ALOT of people and LOTS of people were in his life, but yet very few people really knew him you know? Its really sad but thats the price of fame I guess.. I never got to know him the way that I could have.. I kick myself for it every day, trust me… I really do…
Thank you for your sweet comment. It made me feel better.
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7:27 pm
July 17, 2009
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Thank you for the PM. And I would like to say that you shouldn't be feeling this way. Michael wouldn't want that, whether he is alive or dead. Stay strong!
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7:32 pm
July 17, 2009
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just keep it up and stick to your own!!!
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7:32 pm
July 17, 2009
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Andrea Lidia said:
Thank you for the PM. And I would like to say that you shouldn't be feeling this way. Michael wouldn't want that, whether he is alive or dead. Stay strong!
Thank you too. I really am trying to.
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7:33 pm
July 17, 2009
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i agree, you don't have to leave this site just cuz some are taking your comments harshly. if you feel your life is in jeopardy, then that's a different story. but i've actually enjoyed your posts; they all help in getting us closer to finding out what happened. there's bound to be disagreements on here simply cuz we all love michael and there's a bunch of high emotions on here due to us not knowing what happened. it's just a sad situation. but if it wasn't for this site and all the (positive) people on it, we probably wouldn't have gotten this far. so of course it's up to if you decide to leave, but thank you sincerely for your contributions 
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7:33 pm
July 17, 2009
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i agree, you don't have to leave this site just cuz some are taking your comments harshly. if you feel your life is in jeopardy, then that's a different story. but i've actually enjoyed your posts; they all help in getting us closer to finding out what happened. there's bound to be disagreements on here simply cuz we all love michael and there's a bunch of high emotions on here due to us not knowing what happened. it's just a sad situation. but if it wasn't for this site and all the (positive) people on it, we probably wouldn't have gotten this far. so of course it's up to if you decide to leave, but thank you sincerely for your contributions
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7:36 pm
July 17, 2009
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yaya said:
i agree, you don't have to leave this site just cuz some are taking your comments harshly. if you feel your life is in jeopardy, then that's a different story. but i've actually enjoyed your posts; they all help in getting us closer to finding out what happened. there's bound to be disagreements on here simply cuz we all love michael and there's a bunch of high emotions on here due to us not knowing what happened. it's just a sad situation. but if it wasn't for this site and all the (positive) people on it, we probably wouldn't have gotten this far. so of course it's up to if you decide to leave, but thank you sincerely for your contributions
Thank you so much.
I was just reading all of my threads and I dont know what I was thinking posting some of that stuff  , I think I was just so emotional that at the time I didn't care. I'm glad I stopped when I did!
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7:40 pm
July 17, 2009
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Iknowitall said:
Andrea Lidia said:
Thank you for the PM. And I would like to say that you shouldn't be feeling this way. Michael wouldn't want that, whether he is alive or dead. Stay strong!
Thank you too. I really am trying to.
You truly do not have to leave the site – we are all here for one reason TO PROVE that MJ is alive. And that is what we ALL have to do. We gotta stick together, cause really, who else can we turn to? We're all kind of like a big family.
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7:43 pm
July 17, 2009
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You loved him
You love him
And we love you much much more.
Stay with us, bring us some comfort, its all what we are doing now.I had met him twice, tough during a concert and another when he came to record the video clip of They Do not Care About Us, and these were the most sweet moments of my life.
I m really proud to know two incredible girls who had beeb blessed to be close of a real angel.
Keep faith, and here no one will betray him!
But sometimes I fear we are getting close something and it might even be a bit dangerous for him…
So dear say with us all together: Love you More Mike!
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7:51 pm
July 17, 2009
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NeverlandsFairy said:
You loved him
You love him
And we love you much much more.
Stay with us, bring us some comfort, its all what we are doing now.I had met him twice, tough during a concert and another when he came to record the video clip of They Do not Care About Us, and these were the most sweet moments of my life.
I m really proud to know two incredible girls who had beeb blessed to be close of a real angel.
Keep faith, and here no one will betray him!
But sometimes I fear we are getting close something and it might even be a bit dangerous for him…
So dear say with us all together: Love you More Mike!
Thank you so much. Your words are so encouraging. Yes he was so sweet. I don't think anyone can fully understand the extent of his beauty unless the actually meet him. It's crazy..
I worry about that too. I worry for him. I really dont know what happened to him but I can tell you that something hasn't been right for a while.
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7:57 pm
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i go back with michael sense 1998 my children met him at neverland as well i did we then were incited back by him over and over again he is a gentleman as well as a very loving man with a big heart we had a bond when it came to laughing and the children i would trust him with my kids any day he made me laugh and the funny thing is i love him and i do not feel bad about this i want answers unlike the family that i have also met i can not believe all the lies going around about him i am at lost for words and i want to know what really happened a close friend called me up and said are you sitting i said why and they said are you sitting and i said will you tell me please and he said michael is on his way to the hospital he is not breathing and my heart dropped i mean god sorry forgive me i said what the f**k this is a joke right michael always played pranks but he said no and i turned on the news i am still very angery i was goin to go to london to see him and i feel like i have lost half of my heart my dreams my hopes and my kids are still lost they keep asking mom have you found out anything yet i am not goin to give up the family seems to be making a really bad mess here and i still am lost about the body and why the body was released to them before the death certificate was signed and why would they travel after loosing mikey he liked me calling him that he says it makes him feel younger again lol but i have lots of emoty space that i need to fill for my love for him is to strong to be left unanswered thank you everyone for your help on here and i have slept 3hr to 4 a day on this i have written and pieced things together on paper i also have something new for you guys tonight about the will i found out something about it it will amaze you i gave up being a cop it was my dream because i relized how sneaky they are and fruads sometimes man there are dirty cops and i am about making the world better for our children they are our future they are the ones who are goin to make our lifes better and it is our job to protect them and keep them safe and raise them right and build them up and teach them right from wrong i know i am writing to much but i wanted you to know alittle more about me
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8:07 pm
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Post edited 1:10 pm – July 18, 2009 by pikelet
Although I'm more often than not lurking and keeping to myself, rather than contributing, I felt the need to speak up on the subject of your leaving.
I harbour alot of distrust and find it difficult to express my feelings due to the engagements of my past, so bear in mind how ardous this is for me to say regardless of the security of being behind a screen, and how short.
I trust you, and I love you, even though you are a stranger. You possess a charisma that catches my interest, not unlike our dear Michael.
I feel a strong connection to this community of strangers, and I don't know why that is. I guess its something magical about Michael that brings people together. I do hope that you can stay with us, but you pursue what you believe you must.
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8:11 pm
July 17, 2009
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Andrea Lidia said:
Iknowitall said:
Andrea Lidia said:
Thank you for the PM. And I would like to say that you shouldn't be feeling this way. Michael wouldn't want that, whether he is alive or dead. Stay strong!
Thank you too. I really am trying to.
You truly do not have to leave the site – we are all here for one reason TO PROVE that MJ is alive. And that is what we ALL have to do. We gotta stick together, cause really, who else can we turn to? We're all kind of like a big family.
I feel nothing but love & truth on this site , that why I join it … we all have love for MJ .
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8:14 pm
July 17, 2009
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pikelet said:
Although I'm more often than not lurking and keeping to myself, rather than contributing, I felt the need to speak up on the subject of your leaving.
I harbour alot of distrust and find it difficult to express my feelings due to the engagements of my past, so bear in mind how ardous this is for me to say regardless of the security of being behind a screen, and how short.
I trust you, and I love you even though you are a stranger. You have a charisma that catches my interest, not unlike our dear Michael.
I feel a strong connection to this community of strangers, and I don't know why that is. I guess its something magical about Michael that brings people together. I do hope that you can stay with us, but you pursue what you believe you must.
This seriously made me cry…. I feel the same way.. Like I KNEW him and you guys have him in you. Its so crazy.
Call you guys all my “michaels” lol
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8:15 pm
July 17, 2009
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supermom75 said:
i go back with michael sense 1998 my children met him at neverland as well i did we then were incited back by him over and over again he is a gentleman as well as a very loving man with a big heart we had a bond when it came to laughing and the children i would trust him with my kids any day he made me laugh and the funny thing is i love him and i do not feel bad about this i want answers unlike the family that i have also met i can not believe all the lies going around about him i am at lost for words and i want to know what really happened a close friend called me up and said are you sitting i said why and they said are you sitting and i said will you tell me please and he said michael is on his way to the hospital he is not breathing and my heart dropped i mean god sorry forgive me i said what the f**k this is a joke right michael always played pranks but he said no and i turned on the news i am still very angery i was goin to go to london to see him and i feel like i have lost half of my heart my dreams my hopes and my kids are still lost they keep asking mom have you found out anything yet i am not goin to give up the family seems to be making a really bad mess here and i still am lost about the body and why the body was released to them before the death certificate was signed and why would they travel after loosing mikey he liked me calling him that he says it makes him feel younger again lol but i have lots of emoty space that i need to fill for my love for him is to strong to be left unanswered thank you everyone for your help on here and i have slept 3hr to 4 a day on this i have written and pieced things together on paper i also have something new for you guys tonight about the will i found out something about it it will amaze you i gave up being a cop it was my dream because i relized how sneaky they are and fruads sometimes man there are dirty cops and i am about making the world better for our children they are our future they are the ones who are goin to make our lifes better and it is our job to protect them and keep them safe and raise them right and build them up and teach them right from wrong i know i am writing to much but i wanted you to know alittle more about me
We will find out the truth. I miss him so much Im glad that I broke down tonight and told you guys the truth about me, I feel so much better
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8:17 pm
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pikelet said:
Post edited 8:10 pm – July 17, 2009 by pikelet
Although I'm more often than not lurking and keeping to myself, rather than contributing, I felt the need to speak up on the subject of your leaving.
I harbour alot of distrust and find it difficult to express my feelings due to the engagements of my past, so bear in mind how ardous this is for me to say regardless of the security of being behind a screen, and how short.
I trust you, and I love you, even though you are a stranger. You possess a charisma that catches my interest, not unlike our dear Michael.
I feel a strong connection to this community of strangers, and I don't know why that is. I guess its something magical about Michael that brings people together. I do hope that you can stay with us, but you pursue what you believe you must.
That was an absolutely beautiful gesture. Couldn't have been said any better.
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8:18 pm
July 17, 2009
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you guys are going to make ME cry, now!
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8:31 pm
July 17, 2009
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So do we think he's still alive? Or is that feeling ending? Every time i watch tv and heear he died, i believe he died. Everytime i get on here or here a Joe Jackson interview i think he's alive.
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9:04 pm
July 17, 2009
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supermom75 said:
i go back with michael sense 1998 my children met him at neverland as well i did we then were incited back by him over and over again he is a gentleman as well as a very loving man with a big heart we had a bond when it came to laughing and the children i would trust him with my kids any day he made me laugh and the funny thing is i love him and i do not feel bad about this i want answers unlike the family that i have also met i can not believe all the lies going around about him i am at lost for words and i want to know what really happened a close friend called me up and said are you sitting i said why and they said are you sitting and i said will you tell me please and he said michael is on his way to the hospital he is not breathing and my heart dropped i mean god sorry forgive me i said what the f**k this is a joke right michael always played pranks but he said no and i turned on the news i am still very angery i was goin to go to london to see him and i feel like i have lost half of my heart my dreams my hopes and my kids are still lost they keep asking mom have you found out anything yet i am not goin to give up the family seems to be making a really bad mess here and i still am lost about the body and why the body was released to them before the death certificate was signed and why would they travel after loosing mikey he liked me calling him that he says it makes him feel younger again lol but i have lots of emoty space that i need to fill for my love for him is to strong to be left unanswered thank you everyone for your help on here and i have slept 3hr to 4 a day on this i have written and pieced things together on paper i also have something new for you guys tonight about the will i found out something about it it will amaze you i gave up being a cop it was my dream because i relized how sneaky they are and fruads sometimes man there are dirty cops and i am about making the world better for our children they are our future they are the ones who are goin to make our lifes better and it is our job to protect them and keep them safe and raise them right and build them up and teach them right from wrong i know i am writing to much but i wanted you to know alittle more about me
Im a very caring and emotional person, on these days you without know, had helped me to get better, your strenght took me from the state of pain i had spent on the hospital, Supermom;
So may i ask you something,  may you hug me?
This way I can feel him a bit.I have been dreaming with him all nights, all nights, all nights…
I want to believe…
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9:07 pm
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Peacesign said:
So do we think he's still alive? Or is that feeling ending? Every time i watch tv and heear he died, i believe he died. Everytime i get on here or here a Joe Jackson interview i think he's alive.
I try to think that he is still alive.. I get feelings sometimes. Like hes just there… Its so horrible and I think its in my head.. I dont know what to think anymore. I really don't. The media has his shit all wrong though. They are taking a lot of truths and twisting them.. It is going to be so bad… When this truth does come out , its going to be crazy..
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9:20 pm
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NeverlandsFairy said:
supermom75 said:
i go back with michael sense 1998 my children met him at neverland as well i did we then were incited back by him over and over again he is a gentleman as well as a very loving man with a big heart we had a bond when it came to laughing and the children i would trust him with my kids any day he made me laugh and the funny thing is i love him and i do not feel bad about this i want answers unlike the family that i have also met i can not believe all the lies going around about him i am at lost for words and i want to know what really happened a close friend called me up and said are you sitting i said why and they said are you sitting and i said will you tell me please and he said michael is on his way to the hospital he is not breathing and my heart dropped i mean god sorry forgive me i said what the f**k this is a joke right michael always played pranks but he said no and i turned on the news i am still very angery i was goin to go to london to see him and i feel like i have lost half of my heart my dreams my hopes and my kids are still lost they keep asking mom have you found out anything yet i am not goin to give up the family seems to be making a really bad mess here and i still am lost about the body and why the body was released to them before the death certificate was signed and why would they travel after loosing mikey he liked me calling him that he says it makes him feel younger again lol but i have lots of emoty space that i need to fill for my love for him is to strong to be left unanswered thank you everyone for your help on here and i have slept 3hr to 4 a day on this i have written and pieced things together on paper i also have something new for you guys tonight about the will i found out something about it it will amaze you i gave up being a cop it was my dream because i relized how sneaky they are and fruads sometimes man there are dirty cops and i am about making the world better for our children they are our future they are the ones who are goin to make our lifes better and it is our job to protect them and keep them safe and raise them right and build them up and teach them right from wrong i know i am writing to much but i wanted you to know alittle more about me
Im a very caring and emotional person, on these days you without know, had helped me to get better, your strenght took me from the state of pain i had spent on the hospital, Supermom;
So may i ask you something, may you hug me?
This way I can feel him a bit.I have been dreaming with him all nights, all nights, all nights…
I want to believe…
big hugs for you and a kiss on the head
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9:35 pm
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Iknowitall said:
Post edited 7:08 pm – July 17, 2009 by Iknowitall
I had posted in a few of the threads that I am not going to be posting here anymore. I thought that I would just let everybody know why.
I may have come off a little strong in a few of my threads on here and for that I am sorry.
It is not in my heart to disrespect anyone or knock down their beliefs in anything. I started coming to this site out of pure curiosity one night when I typed in “Michael Jackson faked his death” on google. I found the posts to be very interesting as well as all of the cool things that the Admin was coming up with..
I also noticed supermom75 and that she knew Michael and thought that was pretty cool, considering I too know Michael and I just started to wonder how many people on here actually DO know him, since I know that I really do know him and then there was someone else on here that claimed to know him.
I started to make posts about my theories because in all honesty I, like many people that knew Michael, honestly don't know what happened to him in the days leading up to his death. I really don't know what happened to him and it kills me inside every day because I KNOW something went wrong…
The email that I got was real and the reason that I posted on here was because I got really scared. Somebody on here obviously knows who I am and it worries me because though I don't live anywhere L.A or his family, if anyone finds out that i've been posting facts on here, who knows what can or will happen to me.
I've tried to convince myself that the ADMIN played some kind of crazy joke, but in my heart I know that it wasn't them that sent that email to me.
This crazy email, on top of just reading CRAZY things that people are posting when they have NO idea what they are talking about is really taking its toll on my mind and spirit.
This site has become an obsession with me and I think it's because of guilt. The guilt of not being a good person in his life when I probably had the chance to be.
I f**ked it up and I will spend the rest of my life heart broken behind this.
Celebs are not what you think they are.. That is why i stressed that they have so many sides to them.
I am just a regular girl, nothing special about me at all. I am 27 years old and weird. But I was able to have one of the most inspiring people on earth tell me that “he got me”…
I know that most of you won't believe me and thats fine, I didnt post this for people to believe me.
I posted this to say that I am sorry Michael. I am sorry that I failed you because my obsession with being insignificant made it appear that I didn't care or thought you were uncool or creepy. I didn't. It was simply a lack of believing in my own self worth.
I don't know what happened to Michael Jackson, but I know that he had a serious problem. It wasn't his fault at all. So no matter what you guys hear or see, PLEASE know that.
Just remember that there is always a spark of truth in every single lie…
If anybody has any questions that’s fine, but I honestly will not speak of ANY private things regarding Michael Jackson. I won't. Just as Supermom hasn't i'm sorry but I won't.
I'm sorry if I wasn’t honest about some stuff and I am not “one of them” spying.. I am just as lost as all of you…
Sincerely,
Ella
Although I am more of a passive observer rather than an active participant…I would not like you to leave this site. I think your views on the issues and circumstances surrounding Michael Jackson's death is well needed. Please, don't leave. I know that your insights will be needed, since you do know Michael…and honestly, I believe you and supermom because it seems as though your relationship with him is genuine, and that it seems you and supermom know him a lot better than most of the members on this site (sorry, if I offended anyone). I would like you continue to post your views on this site. I, like many of the members on this site, want to uncover the truth. I do think that time will help us, so don't leave us yet.
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9:40 pm
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i was just told to shut up on here and that i know nothing man i am not like that i ecept everyone andthis person goes why would anyone who knew him be on here why not we were away when it happened we have questions too
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9:40 pm
July 17, 2009
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Post edited 2:41 pm – July 18, 2009 by Give.in.to.me
stephykat said:
ok…I think that you shouldn't be feeling this way. I dion't know what kind of relationship you had with the man in person but I thimk your knowledge is quite good on this site. Although, you may feel that some statements are closer to the truth more than they should be so I imagine you feel a little freaked out. Today was a hard day, a lot of hard comments…but I'd like to let you know that at least I enjoy your thoughts…so keep it up and don't care about what others think..this is a free thinking site not a place where there are leaders telling others to be quite…that is not in my opinion something that MJ stood for during his musical career..imagine how many people said noooo…don't do this or that….at least you were lucky enough to have met him honey!! Bless ya…
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9:41 pm
July 17, 2009
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Give.In.To.Me
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Ella said:
Post edited 7:08 pm – July 17, 2009 by Iknowitall
I had posted in a few of the threads that I am not going to be posting here anymore. I thought that I would just let everybody know why.
I may have come off a little strong in a few of my threads on here and for that I am sorry.
It is not in my heart to disrespect anyone or knock down their beliefs in anything. I started coming to this site out of pure curiosity one night when I typed in “Michael Jackson faked his death” on google. I found the posts to be very interesting as well as all of the cool things that the Admin was coming up with..
I also noticed supermom75 and that she knew Michael and thought that was pretty cool, considering I too know Michael and I just started to wonder how many people on here actually DO know him, since I know that I really do know him and then there was someone else on here that claimed to know him.
I started to make posts about my theories because in all honesty I, like many people that knew Michael, honestly don't know what happened to him in the days leading up to his death. I really don't know what happened to him and it kills me inside every day because I KNOW something went wrong…
The email that I got was real and the reason that I posted on here was because I got really scared. Somebody on here obviously knows who I am and it worries me because though I don't live anywhere L.A or his family, if anyone finds out that i've been posting facts on here, who knows what can or will happen to me.
I've tried to convince myself that the ADMIN played some kind of crazy joke, but in my heart I know that it wasn't them that sent that email to me.
This crazy email, on top of just reading CRAZY things that people are posting when they have NO idea what they are talking about is really taking its toll on my mind and spirit.
This site has become an obsession with me and I think it's because of guilt. The guilt of not being a good person in his life when I probably had the chance to be.
I f**ked it up and I will spend the rest of my life heart broken behind this.
Celebs are not what you think they are.. That is why i stressed that they have so many sides to them.
I am just a regular girl, nothing special about me at all. I am 27 years old and weird. But I was able to have one of the most inspiring people on earth tell me that “he got me”…
I know that most of you won't believe me and thats fine, I didnt post this for people to believe me.
I posted this to say that I am sorry Michael. I am sorry that I failed you because my obsession with being insignificant made it appear that I didn't care or thought you were uncool or creepy. I didn't. It was simply a lack of believing in my own self worth.
I don't know what happened to Michael Jackson, but I know that he had a serious problem. It wasn't his fault at all. So no matter what you guys hear or see, PLEASE know that.
Just remember that there is always a spark of truth in every single lie…
If anybody has any questions that’s fine, but I honestly will not speak of ANY private things regarding Michael Jackson. I won't. Just as Supermom hasn't i'm sorry but I won't.
I'm sorry if I wasn’t honest about some stuff and I am not “one of them” spying.. I am just as lost as all of you…
Sincerely,
Ella
I just had to tell you,,,the dancing MJ is SOOO HOT!!!
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9:46 pm
July 17, 2009
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Give.In.To.Me
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supermom75 said:
i was just told to shut up on here and that i know nothing man i am not like that i ecept everyone andthis person goes why would anyone who knew him be on here why not we were away when it happened we have questions too
Surely I hope you are not talking about me. I never made the comment to disrespect you and i never said to shut up. I merely just asked why people that knew him would be here, especially if he's trying to escape our world. Would he feel betrayed? Is all I meant.
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9:50 pm
July 17, 2009
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supermom75
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some of us did not know he would do this we are not in the close friend thing like this person that i donot believe who says he is on here no names i just met two guys internationaly who knew him and they would not talk the way this person does but no harm done i do not get mad easy i have to big of a heart i think that is what me and michael had in our friendship single parents
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10:05 pm
July 17, 2009
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supermom75 said:
some of us did not know he would do this we are not in the close friend thing like this person that i donot believe who says he is on here no names i just met two guys internationaly who knew him and they would not talk the way this person does but no harm done i do not get mad easy i have to big of a heart i think that is what me and michael had in our friendship single parents
I hope you aren't talking about me?
Cuz I most def am not lying about knowing Michael. I haven't spoken on any “personal” issues regarding him. Believe me, I have 16 or more pictures that he and I have taken together..
I will never speak on my personal knowing of him in detail. I only said something because this is really hard for me. I live somewhere right now where I cant talk about him. It really sucks, im in a tough situation.
Whomever asked “why would someone who knows him come on here?”
That is profoundly STUPID to ask. Why not? Michael was probably around 100 or more people a day. LOTS of people knew him/had access to him. What you see in the media iis his gaurds protecting him out in PUBLIC. In his home or amongst friends and family, gaurds are not around him. Michael went to family functions, his children are EXTREMELY active in lots of activities. Soccer, baseball, all kinds of things. They were just protected and among people that had no interest in them as “celebutots”.
I will again state that I am not on here to prove anything to anyone. I know who I am. I know who he was and anyone who knows him, knows the sense of normalcy he craved in his life. He was intrigued by people that could hold intelligent conversations and make him laugh. He didnt care about money/looks…
So anyone that tries to refer to me as “fake” can kiss my ass. 
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