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I have been following this site from the beginning, however, this is my first time posting. I have decided to post now because I think I need to release all that is inside. There is no one in the “real” world for me to talk to as all my family and friends think I'm crazy. I must say that I am a big fan of MJ. Back in the 80's and 90's he was “it” for me. I had to listen to his records in secret and hide all my posters because my parents didnt approve of him. But I didn't care I loved him anyway. I still do. I must confess, I didn't follow him much in the later years but I NEVER believed the disgusting accusations against him and I always had faith that he would come stronger than ever. When I heard that he had “died” for some strange reason, my first thought was “he's not dead”. I couldn't understand why I thought that. I mean people die everyday, even famous people. So why was I refusing to believe that he was dead? The strangest thing is that I had this “feeling” deep in my heart that he was still here. Kind of like when you say, “I would know if he was dead”. But how could that be? While I truly love Michael I have never had the pleasure of meeting him and I didn't personally know him. Yet I felt (and still feel) so strongly that he is still with us. I thought I was going crazy!! But everything about this case was off and I questioned it from the beginning. Finding this site has been a relief and an inspiration for me. I feel better knowing that there are soooo many of you out there who feel the way I do, and I find it amazing that everytime I started to question something someone on here mentions it. It is quite comforting to know that so many of us think alike. I can't tell you how badly my heart aches for Michael, for he may not (he isn't) be dead, but right now he is “lost” to us. For how long I don't know. I hope not long but I guess only time will tell. I will say the man is a genius and if anyone had the power and creativity to pull this off, it is MJ!!!
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10:38 pm
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pinkrose35 said:
I have been following this site from the beginning, however, this is my first time posting. I have decided to post now because I think I need to release all that is inside. There is no one in the “real” world for me to talk to as all my family and friends think I'm crazy. I must say that I am a big fan of MJ. Back in the 80's and 90's he was “it” for me. I had to listen to his records in secret and hide all my posters because my parents didnt approve of him. But I didn't care I loved him anyway. I still do. I must confess, I didn't follow him much in the later years but I NEVER believed the disgusting accusations against him and I always had faith that he would come stronger than ever. When I heard that he had “died” for some strange reason, my first thought was “he's not dead”. I couldn't understand why I thought that. I mean people die everyday, even famous people. So why was I refusing to believe that he was dead? The strangest thing is that I had this “feeling” deep in my heart that he was still here. Kind of like when you say, “I would know if he was dead”. But how could that be? While I truly love Michael I have never had the pleasure of meeting him and I didn't personally know him. Yet I felt (and still feel) so strongly that he is still with us. I thought I was going crazy!! But everything about this case was off and I questioned it from the beginning. Finding this site has been a relief and an inspiration for me. I feel better knowing that there are soooo many of you out there who feel the way I do, and I find it amazing that everytime I started to question something someone on here mentions it. It is quite comforting to know that so many of us think alike. I can't tell you how badly my heart aches for Michael, for he may not (he isn't) be dead, but right now he is “lost” to us. For how long I don't know. I hope not long but I guess only time will tell. I will say the man is a genius and if anyone had the power and creativity to pull this off, it is MJ!!!
You are not crazy or anything. And you can talk to me if you want.
I love Michael more than you would know, not for his talent, but for who he is and what he stands for.
I never believd those things either, I always defended him, when someone was saying some BS about him, and i always will.
I miss him more and more each day.
But even though he is not here, I have a VERY strong feeling in my heart that he is alive.
And im never gonna stop beliveing that.
Just wanted to let you know, that you can talk to me.
I understand you, and im sure, the rest of the fans inhere does aswell
BIG HUG
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10:40 pm
July 26, 2009
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You're not crazy. It's been a month since the news and I still talk to Michael every night. He used to talk about having some psychic ability, and I have a little bit, so if he's alive, I'm sending him love vibes If he's passed, then he's an angel in heaven…listening…
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10:44 pm
July 26, 2009
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pinkrose35 said:
I have been following this site from the beginning, however, this is my first time posting. I have decided to post now because I think I need to release all that is inside. There is no one in the “real” world for me to talk to as all my family and friends think I'm crazy. I must say that I am a big fan of MJ. Back in the 80's and 90's he was “it” for me. I had to listen to his records in secret and hide all my posters because my parents didnt approve of him. But I didn't care I loved him anyway. I still do. I must confess, I didn't follow him much in the later years but I NEVER believed the disgusting accusations against him and I always had faith that he would come stronger than ever. When I heard that he had “died” for some strange reason, my first thought was “he's not dead”. I couldn't understand why I thought that. I mean people die everyday, even famous people. So why was I refusing to believe that he was dead? The strangest thing is that I had this “feeling” deep in my heart that he was still here. Kind of like when you say, “I would know if he was dead”. But how could that be? While I truly love Michael I have never had the pleasure of meeting him and I didn't personally know him. Yet I felt (and still feel) so strongly that he is still with us. I thought I was going crazy!! But everything about this case was off and I questioned it from the beginning. Finding this site has been a relief and an inspiration for me. I feel better knowing that there are soooo many of you out there who feel the way I do, and I find it amazing that everytime I started to question something someone on here mentions it. It is quite comforting to know that so many of us think alike. I can't tell you how badly my heart aches for Michael, for he may not (he isn't) be dead, but right now he is “lost” to us. For how long I don't know. I hope not long but I guess only time will tell. I will say the man is a genius and if anyone had the power and creativity to pull this off, it is MJ!!!
I guess you came to right place! For many us at least for me is the same way! I was rather young in 80's but my aunts and even my mother were and still are fans of his and his music. So I guess in that department I'm okay! The problem comes when you have that feeling which you talk about, the one were you feel that he is not and can't be “dead'. Because other wise you would feel it.
I fealt the same when I heard news. Someone came to my job and stated “Michael Jackson is dead”! At the moment I felt in shock! But immediatley this feeling took over and I knew in my heart he is not!
When people die we accept it. It is not that we are trying to hold on to someone because he meant so much. I guess that if many of us are here is because somehow we share that same feeling in our hearts
Yes, People are definitely going to make fun of you and think youa re crazy, trust me I know (here is where my family is not in agreement with me lol) But I think that as long as we have these feelings we can't give up! We all have very nice thoughts about Michael and I am sure somewhere somehow he is feeling the love we have for him.
I think that a lot of things don't make sense. There are too many holes in the story/case and IMO if Michael wanted to leave for good he wouldn't have left so many clues for us to find and dwel on. So my opinion is that he will come back when idk we just have to wait and hope and pray for him, after all we don't know exactly what he is going through and praying for someone you care for never hurts
Just wanted to share my two cents and let you know that you are not alone this site I believe has turned into an extension of Michael's family. We are here for the love and care we share for him
God bless and don't give up!
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10:55 pm
July 26, 2009
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pinkrose35, you're definitely not alone. I felt the same way you did when I learned of his “death”. I know that simply feeling that MJ's not really dead isn't enough, which is why I searched for a site such as this. I thought it would be nice to come together with like-minded people or, at least, open-minded people to piece together the inconsistencies that we're getting from the media. I'm very glad that you (and I) found this site!
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10:58 pm
July 26, 2009
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He is either alive, or… his spirit was released from his individual physical body and is now surrounding us with his message of love. So either way, he is with us! That is why we feel him so…where we didn't feel this way a month ago.
Remember this when you interact with others each day…spread the light like Michael did…and you allow him to live on…
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11:01 pm
July 26, 2009
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Post edited 4:07 pm – July 27, 2009 by badkolo
This is my issue with this whole thing, im not so deep into this where my life will fall apart but i loved michael and grew up with his music , looks and so on and i always loved him. and im a guy.
Now I have no issues as many here dont that if proven that he is dead I am sure if the proof is shown then we can give up on this death hoax and let him rest in peace. There is a high probability he may well have passed away, he has looked frail in recent years, he has looked high in interviews and at some appearences, michael has claimed he has pains etc.. He has admitted he was addicted to drugs and according to his doctors who did either plastic surgery or cosmetic surgery that he has need to either be put under and needed pain meds, DR klien claims mj had an issue and he was trying to wein him off them. So if thats the case then there might be a chance he was using diprivan to sleep or some other narcotic and he was rehearsing and maybe exherted himself and combined with whatever drugs he had his body and heart just gave out. THIS IS VERY PLAUSIBLE, yes murder could be in this mix as well but him being dead could be possible as signs are there for that scenerio and the murder scenario.
BUT…. This specific person is far to much of a star to let it go without using commen sence and from day 1 my spider sence was tingling and all the things i noticed where fishy other people noticed as well and then all the crazy stuff started happening. There is way to many inconsistantcies from the phone call to the helicopter to the cement at neverland to the crazy young michael in the ambulance to the fake memorial and all the signs at the memorial form pain to painS and all the other hints, form latoya saying things that make it seem hes alive, to janet smiling and licking her lips and the tearless paris speech and just so much more, then add all the songs that michael did from jam to xscape and they dont care about us and many others that are him versus the media and how he needs to escape., plus all the number 7 stuff is real , its math. so id the MJ2040 which is 6+25+2009, add all the clues and hints and all the tmz stuff and the lies . There is so much that lends me to beleave this death was to sloppy and he basicly knows his true fans will know he is ok. the body is still missing, no burial etc… to many fishy things.
and I do feel the same thing many feel which is , he doesnt feel dead, he never fealt dead, I cant explain it but in a spiritual way he did not feel as if he passed.
I feel there is some gut feeling going on inside me, I never had this happen to me, where i feel and kind of know he is alive, i want to think that im sort of inteligent and there cant be a way that alll these clues and issues mean nothing, its like I see them and you guys see them, so that must mean something, and if thats the case, if he is alive, then he truly proved one thing.
THIS IS ONE F'ed UP WORLD and i am proud that he had the balls to pull this off and teach society and the media a big fat lesson.
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11:05 pm
July 26, 2009
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MyBelovedMJ said:
pinkrose35 said:
I have been following this site from the beginning, however, this is my first time posting. I have decided to post now because I think I need to release all that is inside. There is no one in the “real” world for me to talk to as all my family and friends think I'm crazy. I must say that I am a big fan of MJ. Back in the 80's and 90's he was “it” for me. I had to listen to his records in secret and hide all my posters because my parents didnt approve of him. But I didn't care I loved him anyway. I still do. I must confess, I didn't follow him much in the later years but I NEVER believed the disgusting accusations against him and I always had faith that he would come stronger than ever. When I heard that he had “died” for some strange reason, my first thought was “he's not dead”. I couldn't understand why I thought that. I mean people die everyday, even famous people. So why was I refusing to believe that he was dead? The strangest thing is that I had this “feeling” deep in my heart that he was still here. Kind of like when you say, “I would know if he was dead”. But how could that be? While I truly love Michael I have never had the pleasure of meeting him and I didn't personally know him. Yet I felt (and still feel) so strongly that he is still with us. I thought I was going crazy!! But everything about this case was off and I questioned it from the beginning. Finding this site has been a relief and an inspiration for me. I feel better knowing that there are soooo many of you out there who feel the way I do, and I find it amazing that everytime I started to question something someone on here mentions it. It is quite comforting to know that so many of us think alike. I can't tell you how badly my heart aches for Michael, for he may not (he isn't) be dead, but right now he is “lost” to us. For how long I don't know. I hope not long but I guess only time will tell. I will say the man is a genius and if anyone had the power and creativity to pull this off, it is MJ!!!
You are not crazy or anything. And you can talk to me if you want.
I love Michael more than you would know, not for his talent, but for who he is and what he stands for.
I never believd those things either, I always defended him, when someone was saying some BS about him, and i always will.
I miss him more and more each day.
But even though he is not here, I have a VERY strong feeling in my heart that he is alive.
And im never gonna stop beliveing that.
Just wanted to let you know, that you can talk to me.
I understand you, and im sure, the rest of the fans inhere does aswell
BIG HUG
Thanks so much, I really appreciate that! It makes me feel better being here. At least I don't feel so “weird” crying over him almost ever night
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11:09 pm
July 26, 2009
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How do you stop and shock the world to pay attention for once, you fake your death, and guess what you have to be someone really special and in a specific position to do so. A huge star and it has to be done right. Im leaning again that he pulled this off brilliantly
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11:14 pm
July 26, 2009
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pinkrose35 said:
MyBelovedMJ said:
pinkrose35 said:
I have been following this site from the beginning, however, this is my first time posting. I have decided to post now because I think I need to release all that is inside. There is no one in the “real” world for me to talk to as all my family and friends think I'm crazy. I must say that I am a big fan of MJ. Back in the 80's and 90's he was “it” for me. I had to listen to his records in secret and hide all my posters because my parents didnt approve of him. But I didn't care I loved him anyway. I still do. I must confess, I didn't follow him much in the later years but I NEVER believed the disgusting accusations against him and I always had faith that he would come stronger than ever. When I heard that he had “died” for some strange reason, my first thought was “he's not dead”. I couldn't understand why I thought that. I mean people die everyday, even famous people. So why was I refusing to believe that he was dead? The strangest thing is that I had this “feeling” deep in my heart that he was still here. Kind of like when you say, “I would know if he was dead”. But how could that be? While I truly love Michael I have never had the pleasure of meeting him and I didn't personally know him. Yet I felt (and still feel) so strongly that he is still with us. I thought I was going crazy!! But everything about this case was off and I questioned it from the beginning. Finding this site has been a relief and an inspiration for me. I feel better knowing that there are soooo many of you out there who feel the way I do, and I find it amazing that everytime I started to question something someone on here mentions it. It is quite comforting to know that so many of us think alike. I can't tell you how badly my heart aches for Michael, for he may not (he isn't) be dead, but right now he is “lost” to us. For how long I don't know. I hope not long but I guess only time will tell. I will say the man is a genius and if anyone had the power and creativity to pull this off, it is MJ!!!
You are not crazy or anything. And you can talk to me if you want.
I love Michael more than you would know, not for his talent, but for who he is and what he stands for.
I never believd those things either, I always defended him, when someone was saying some BS about him, and i always will.
I miss him more and more each day.
But even though he is not here, I have a VERY strong feeling in my heart that he is alive.
And im never gonna stop beliveing that.
Just wanted to let you know, that you can talk to me.
I understand you, and im sure, the rest of the fans inhere does aswell
BIG HUG
Thanks so much, I really appreciate that! It makes me feel better being here. At least I don't feel so “weird” crying over him almost ever night
I cry everday. All day My heart is so broken.
But i know he had to do it, to make it right for himself
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11:24 pm
July 26, 2009
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I feel so identifiable with you.
The way you describe you couldn't believe he was dead, the exact same thing happend to me, i dont know why but i felt and thought He was not dead, he's not! and i still feel the same way (how do you explain why i'm here?) because some day i did a search in google typing “Michael Jackson is alive” and what would be my surprise! i wasn't the only one thinking it, so here i am sharing with people from around the world the hope that one day MJ will come back. 
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12:35 am
July 27, 2009
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PinkRose, you are not alone!
You can talk to me as well!
BIg big HUG
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1:37 am
July 27, 2009
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pinkrose35 said:
I have been following this site from the beginning, however, this is my first time posting. I have decided to post now because I think I need to release all that is inside. There is no one in the “real” world for me to talk to as all my family and friends think I'm crazy. I must say that I am a big fan of MJ. Back in the 80's and 90's he was “it” for me. I had to listen to his records in secret and hide all my posters because my parents didnt approve of him. But I didn't care I loved him anyway. I still do. I must confess, I didn't follow him much in the later years but I NEVER believed the disgusting accusations against him and I always had faith that he would come stronger than ever. When I heard that he had “died” for some strange reason, my first thought was “he's not dead”. I couldn't understand why I thought that. I mean people die everyday, even famous people. So why was I refusing to believe that he was dead? The strangest thing is that I had this “feeling” deep in my heart that he was still here. Kind of like when you say, “I would know if he was dead”. But how could that be? While I truly love Michael I have never had the pleasure of meeting him and I didn't personally know him. Yet I felt (and still feel) so strongly that he is still with us. I thought I was going crazy!! But everything about this case was off and I questioned it from the beginning. Finding this site has been a relief and an inspiration for me. I feel better knowing that there are soooo many of you out there who feel the way I do, and I find it amazing that everytime I started to question something someone on here mentions it. It is quite comforting to know that so many of us think alike. I can't tell you how badly my heart aches for Michael, for he may not (he isn't) be dead, but right now he is “lost” to us. For how long I don't know. I hope not long but I guess only time will tell. I will say the man is a genius and if anyone had the power and creativity to pull this off, it is MJ!!!
Hi ! Welcome to the boards, looking forward to your post !
I think a lot of people here, including myself, identified with you. Now, I'm just 18, so I didn't technically know the Thriller era etc. but my family was a fan so I grew up with MJ's music.
Now I can't talk to anyone either, like a lot of people here, because like you said – they'd think we're loony bin material.
So it's good there's a place for us to reunite and maybe find out what really happened.
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1:47 am
July 27, 2009
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pinkrose35 said:
I have been following this site from the beginning, however, this is my first time posting. I have decided to post now because I think I need to release all that is inside. There is no one in the “real” world for me to talk to as all my family and friends think I'm crazy. I must say that I am a big fan of MJ. Back in the 80's and 90's he was “it” for me. I had to listen to his records in secret and hide all my posters because my parents didnt approve of him. But I didn't care I loved him anyway. I still do. I must confess, I didn't follow him much in the later years but I NEVER believed the disgusting accusations against him and I always had faith that he would come stronger than ever. When I heard that he had “died” for some strange reason, my first thought was “he's not dead”. I couldn't understand why I thought that. I mean people die everyday, even famous people. So why was I refusing to believe that he was dead? The strangest thing is that I had this “feeling” deep in my heart that he was still here. Kind of like when you say, “I would know if he was dead”. But how could that be? While I truly love Michael I have never had the pleasure of meeting him and I didn't personally know him. Yet I felt (and still feel) so strongly that he is still with us. I thought I was going crazy!! But everything about this case was off and I questioned it from the beginning. Finding this site has been a relief and an inspiration for me. I feel better knowing that there are soooo many of you out there who feel the way I do, and I find it amazing that everytime I started to question something someone on here mentions it. It is quite comforting to know that so many of us think alike. I can't tell you how badly my heart aches for Michael, for he may not (he isn't) be dead, but right now he is “lost” to us. For how long I don't know. I hope not long but I guess only time will tell. I will say the man is a genius and if anyone had the power and creativity to pull this off, it is MJ!!!
You are not alone!
You are amongst friends here who all have a strange feeling about MJ's death. Most refuse to jump on the “he's dead get over it bandwagon” as they feel he is not.
Follow your heart and believe..believe..believe
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11:42 pm
August 2, 2009
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No, you're definatly not alone. Every day I've been having a feeling that he is alive and well, strangly, today I feel it more than ever. I'm no psychic, I don't have personal conversations with MJ and I don't know any of his friends but I still feel it the strongest today and that's strange even for me. Maybe I'm the one loosing my marbles but I feel like the clues that we have been finding, we have finally found answers to some of them. I feel that and don't give up. He's alive and well, I can feel it.
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11:54 pm
August 2, 2009
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Not Alone , Hon – I felt he was alive , too(after 3 days of research) - My Stomach would stop feeling empty and turned and I love Michael like family and I lost it when he “Died” … I actually stop doing things … and in my bed for two weeks – not eating a thing – eyes were bloodshot and sore and I listen to Michael's Songs Non-stop for 3 whole weeks and just crying my eyes out … Now , that I know our “Earth Angel” is still with us … I feel at ease and calm and peaceful … for first time this month .. you are not alone at all – U have us your MJHD Family.
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