Michael Jackson Hoax Death

Post edited 4:04 am – July 28, 2009 by GetItRight

Michael Mouse  : (,

I really don’t even know what to say right now. I just know that the time has come for both closure and acceptance.

32 days ago, my life completely changed and I don’t know if I will ever come to terms with that. I miss you so much and I’m feeling so many different emotions at once, I can barely function anymore. Why did you have to leave us? Why?

There are so many stories circulating right now and I don’t know what is true and what is not. Nobody seems to know nothing but at the same time everybody knows everything. 

I’m so tired of turning on the television, reading the news paper and looking at websites, only to see all of these people getting your shit so wrong : (. I’m sorry to curse because I know you don’t like it, but I am so hurting and I don’t understand how god can play this cruel cruel trick on us.

Everybody is taking this so hard. You wouldn’t believe how bad it is. We will never get over this. : (. I saw the children only once since everything happened.

Cory asks me all the time about you.  He wants to know when he can see you or the kids.

He’s so small and I’m trying to explain to him that you went away. He just doesn’t understand. None of us do. None of us understand how you could leave so soon.

The world is an empty place without you and it kills us Michael… It kills us…

I find myself coming here everyday to see if these people have found some small glimmer of hope. I know in my heart the truth though. I know about your life and what you went through. 

You were an inspiration to me Michael. You taught me how to cry at the beauty of the world and laugh at those who tried to hurt me : (. You taught me that I could make a change, make a difference.

I’m so angry at god right now for taking you from us. But I do understand that you served your purpose and now you shall be home.

Michael, I will never forget you. I will never forget your smile, your laughter, your whistle and your weird 3:00 am Blueberry Pop Tarts cravings. : )

 I will never forget the time we glued all of Matthew’s shoes to the closet floor. I will never forget hearing “scream” for the first time and looping the “Stop fu**ing with me” part and laughing hysterically because let’s face it, she totally bitched you into saying that : ).

So many memories Mike. I will cherish them forever and I will never forget you.  People never understood you and what you were really about. It angers me to see so many people loving you now. I know that sounds bad, but why couldn’t they love you before?

I don’t know what happened on that day. I don’t know who hurt you, or why they would do this, but I promise you that we will fight for you. I promise…

I love you so much and I hope that you look out for me.

I can’t wait until you welcome me home my friend. : (

I love you Michael.

To answer a few things:

I did not attend a funeral for him. Was just a family friend that got sort of closer to him this last year because our kids are the same age. though i've known the family my whole like. we only recently became friends because of the children.

I was at the memorial

I came here for answers like everyone else because i really didn't know what happend anymore than you all did.

I didnt know  that there was a letter section until after i posted this so im sorry.

@GetItRIght Who are you?

Just wondering.

cos there have been a number of people coming on here claiming connections…

also wondering

hey you all

i am no person claiming any huge connection really. i know how you all burn people at the stake when they claim to have known mike so i wont get into it. im really just a family friend that misses him deeply

I´m just wondering if a person who really believes that he is dead would post such a letter in this forum? I mean if he´s dead he can read the letter anywhere if he reads at all.

I don´t want to be bad but I´m just wondering.

GetItRight said:

Michael Mouse  : (,

 

I really don’t even know what to say right now. I just know that the time has come for both closure and acceptance.

32 days ago, my life completely changed and I don’t know if I will ever come to terms with that. I miss you so much and I’m feeling so many different emotions at once, I can barely function anymore. Why did you have to leave us? Why?

There are so many stories circulating right now and I don’t know what is true and what is not. Nobody seems to know nothing but at the same time everybody knows everything. 

I’m so tired of turning on the television, reading the news paper and looking at websites, only to see all of these people getting your shit so wrong : (. I’m sorry to curse because I know you don’t like it, but I am so hurting and I don’t understand how god can play this cruel cruel trick on us.

Everybody is taking this so hard. You wouldn’t believe how bad it is. We will never get over this. : (. I saw the children only once since everything happened.

Cory asks me all the time about you.  He wants to know when he can see you or the kids.

 

He’s so small and I’m trying to explain to him that you went away. He just doesn’t understand. None of us do. None of us understand how you could leave so soon.

The world is an empty place without you and it kills us Michael… It kills us…

 

I find myself coming here everyday to see if these people have found some small glimmer of hope. I know in my heart the truth though. I know about your life and what you went through. 

 

You were an inspiration to me Michael. You taught me how to cry at the beauty of the world and laugh at those who tried to hurt me : (. You taught me that I could make a change, make a difference.

 

I’m so angry at god right now for taking you from us. But I do understand that you served your purpose and now you shall be home.

 

Michael, I will never forget you. I will never forget your smile, your laughter, your whistle and your weird 3:00 am Blueberry Pop Tarts cravings. : )

 I will never forget the time we glued all of Matthew’s shoes to the closet floor. I will never forget hearing “scream” for the first time and looping the “Stop fu**ing with me” part and laughing hysterically because let’s face it, she totally bitched you into saying that : ).

So many memories Mike. I will cherish them forever and I will never forget you.  People never understood you and what you were really about. It angers me to see so many people loving you now. I know that sounds bad, but why couldn’t they love you before?

 

I don’t know what happened on that day. I don’t know who hurt you, or why they would do this, but I promise you that we will fight for you. I promise…

 

I love you so much and I hope that you look out for me.

I can’t wait until you welcome me home my friend. : (

I love you Michael.

This was so beautyfull. I smiled a bit, whit the shoe thing.

I also have something to say, Just like you, i have a very special love for Michael. I hope this will make you happy to see that I love him, and always have

Michael You are someone VERY Special to me

You changed my life, I just wish i could tell you face to face, how much you actuelly changed it. But mabye i will never get the chance so i will do it right here, incase you sould ever read this.

Thses things Im writing in here is comming from my heart, and so does the love I have for you. Im not just a screaming fan. I havent had much of a childhood myself, my parents got devorced when i was only 10. (Today I am a 26 year old women) And i had to take care of my siblings. That made me grow up tofast, and somehow i lost my childhood aswell, because i had to take care of them. There is so many things i never got to do when i was a child, but some of it I have been able to do as an adult. My father has been abusive towards me, my whole life, in almost anyway you can think off, and that has been really though on me. (I know how that has been to you, and i can relate to that) But i have been figthing my intire life, to make my life better, and i have. And i owe it all to you Michael. I just dont love you for your talent, I love you for who you are, and what you stand for. I would never change in person if i should ever see you, i would show you the real thing. (You are a survivor)

I never once misunderstood you, or judged you or anything. I always protectet you, when people were saying something about you, and i always will.

Michael whereever you are, I will always support you in your dission, you did what you had to do, to keep yourself safe. Noone knows how it has been for you. I dont want you to feel lonely anymore. I wish I could take your lonelyness away from you. You need to get strong again, so that you will be able to smile. That is all that matters. I want you to be happy. Just wish that people would have supportet you more, when you were with us, I hope they have found out now, what they lost. The most beautifull Human being ever lived. I dont care if you ever come back to perform again, I only care about you. My heart are with you and your Children Michael. I wish I could give you a hug of love, and tell you that it would all be okey, and that there is people whom you can trust. And be there to compford you, in these hard days. I love you.

Right now Im hearing the song “Never-Neverland” and “I`m flying”, but i shoulden`t have done that, it broke my heart. Michael you will always be my Peter Pan.
I pray to God every night, asking him to keep you safe, and protectet, i just hope he is listening.

Dear God, hear my prayer. please I beg of you, keep Michael safe, let him be alive, he has so much more to do, for himself in this life. Let him have the chance of getting the life he always wanted. He has entertaint us for many decates, now he deserves a life in peace and harmoni, with his children. He has always been loyal to you. You must have giving him your smile of approvel. Keep him safe, proctect him always. You dont need another Angel yet, we do, here on earth. Give him back to us. Im not ready to let him go yet, I will never be ready for that, but this is just to early. Let us know that he is alive. Proctect him, keep him safe.
Amen

I could write way more, but I wont, My eyes are in tears, and Im going to save the rest of it, to Michael, if i one day should see him. I think it would mean more to tell it face to face.

                                                                 Michael I love you more

Lovely letter,.

But I don`t agree with you about one thing: ppl loved Michael since the bigining.Just look whetever he appears ppl was with him.Even in allegation, even in good times fans was with him.I cannot find word right now, my english is not good to explain exactly how I feel and all fans are filing.Damn journalist was the only who doesn`t love him, but the rest did.

Billie said:

Rachel said:

I don't quite know what to make of that! I'm starting to get really confused by some of the posts on here

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Me too

Don't make anything of it. True or not, what's it going to change to our investigation ? There is no fact/clue/evidence there, it's not helping in any way. 

Just leave it. 

I will never forget hearing “scream” for the first time and looping the “Stop fu**ing with me” part and laughing hysterically because let’s face it, she totally bitched you into saying that : )

what a hottie!!!

No comment with the rest of it… lol

Post edited 3:50 am – July 28, 2009 by Peace

Why was this posted in the Hoax Death board, it should of been in the Letters to Michael or Greatest Memories. Just sayin'

Doesn't fit well in this one, nice letter though.

Peace said:

Post edited 10:50 am – July 27, 2009 by Peace

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Why was this posted in the Hoax Death board, it should of been in the Letters to Michael or Greatest Memories. Just sayin'

Doesn't fit well in this one, nice letter though.

I have posted in in greatest memmories.

I just posted it here aswell

And just so you know. I dont believe in one minute that he is dead, im just expressing my feelings for him

naqy21 said:

posts like these really makes people who are clinging on to the hope of michael jackson being alive growing weaker..people like me for exampLe..just wondering are there anymore cLose friends/relatives people who knew him well suddenly emerging to write heartfeLt thoughts on our beloved MJ?i wouldn't be surprised if Bubbles suddenly want to post something here..the question is WHY POST your thoughts now instead of posting them WHEN YOU found out abt this website earlier on?why now when all of us are actually starting to believe that Mj's death is indeed a hoax that all of you come here and start saying this..WHY NOw? i'm sorry if i've offended anyone..just wondering and still asking why now..that's all..

i dont see the need to be rude. i didnt even notice the other catagory until just now

relax a little i meant no harm……..

MyBelovedMJ said:

Peace said:

Post edited 10:50 am – July 27, 2009 by Peace

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Why was this posted in the Hoax Death board, it should of been in the Letters to Michael or Greatest Memories. Just sayin'

Doesn't fit well in this one, nice letter though.

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I have posted in in greatest memmories.

I just posted it here aswell

And just so you know. I dont believe in one minute that he is dead, im just expressing my feelings for him

Ah that was lovely!

I know that came straight from your heart.  I wish I could write things like that…….!!

naqy21 said:

posts like these really makes people who are clinging on to the hope of michael jackson being alive growing weaker..people like me for exampLe..just wondering are there anymore cLose friends/relatives people who knew him well suddenly emerging to write heartfeLt thoughts on our beloved MJ?i wouldn't be surprised if Bubbles suddenly want to post something here..the question is WHY POST your thoughts now instead of posting them WHEN YOU found out abt this website earlier on?why now when all of us are actually starting to believe that Mj's death is indeed a hoax that all of you come here and start saying this..WHY NOw? i'm sorry if i've offended anyone..just wondering and still asking why now..that's all..

I mean this kindly, so don't take it wrongly.  I've been reading this forum obsessively pretty much since the start so though I haven't been posting, I've been here.  And what I want to say is that whether MJ has died, or he has created a fake death and gone somewhere, it amounts to much the same thing.  He's unlikely to be back because you cannot come back from a faked (or real) death. Therefore starting to accept that is going to be necessary for the mental and emotional health of all involved.

The only person I can think of who faked their death and came back was a really stupid guy who did it for the insurance and then had pics taken with his wife somewhere abroad when he was supposed to be dead.  His wife claimed the insurance and his sons thought he was dead.  Then he came back saying he lost his memory.  Needless to say he and his wife went to jail!

If people fake their death, they are gone.  Otherwise it's just a holiday.