.. Michael even though i never had a chance to meet you. When i was a lil girl i really wanted to live in ur neverland ranch i had made fantasies in my mind about a life with u as a friend. But since its so hard to make those dreams come true. because u are so famous. n it was one of those i wish things. But i learned to love you and appreciate you from my home which was far away from you. U were my imaginary friend and i talked to you all the time. As i got older i would watch ur dances and copy them. I grew up with you. my first baby word was beat it lol as odd as it seems but it is n its recorded on a tape. My mom once thought on sending it to you by mail. but i guess she thought ud never receive it. Im 26 yrs now and at first the when the announced you had died i felt like Confused.. i was like this isnt true. that night i was like wow it cant be and i cried for the first time, but once the 911 call came out and all the stories ppl were saying and how the day after they were moving ur house out and how ur mom was caught in target and the as well the pictures of ur family at the hospital it was all so odd to me since that very moment i started looking for websites to see if anyone else thought that there is a chance u may still be alive. And i came into this page a few days later. I hardly slept. And even tho i felt u werent gone.. just the thought of imagining u were was very painful and still i cried i cried for weeks because at the same time the media trys to make it sooo real that in fact ur dead, i have argued with my family and even friends defending what i believe trying to show them that so many things dont add up but no one seemed to believe me And the only way to release my thoughts its on this site.were soo many ppl think like me. and im so happy that im not the only one..but now its 1 million ppl who have the doubt. Michael i truly do love you and i know you are the greatest in all that u do. No one in the planet loves the world like you do. The media always attacked you the media wanted to destroy you because they saw a caring man with great intentions and the media has to make everything sour , bitter, negative. But the media will have what is good. The keep feeding ppl so many different stories and still many try to make u look bad. its disgusting. but i dont care what the media says. U teached us just because its on a magazine or a tv screen it doesnt make it factual. Im looking into what my heart tells me. And im waiting to see the Spirits Dance in the Light. I love you michael you will always be in my heart. And you will always be the greatest. I think you and the million ppl ion this site are going to create the biggest history event in the world.
Hope u are doing well michael. I love you.
i wave the peace sign to the skies. We are all waiting for you Michael. <3 i love you.
And i write my message here because Michael may read it. I hope. and maybe its the closest ill ever get to him since i never really got my little girl dream come true.