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11:06 pm
July 22, 2009
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Tenderoni
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My Dearest Michael,
I have been a wreck since the news. Four weeks and I still don't feel any better. If you have died, I wish they would lay your body to rest. If you're alive, I hope you will reveal yourself one day and not stay away forever.
I've been a fan for 35 years. At 13, my room was covered with your posters and my father hated me talking about marrying you (hee hee) and answering him in MJ quotes and lyrics when he asked me stuff. But, my love for you has never wavered. Not in the good times, and definitely not in the bad times. When you were vindicated, I cried at work when they annouced the verdict live on the radio.
I have always longed to see you live (I was at the Superbowl performance, but I couldn't even see you!). I have always wanted to just take you in my arms and protect you from the harshness the world has shown your precious soul. I lived for the day I would meet you and convince you that people do love you and don't want anything from you. That there was the perfect girl for you who would take care of you and your children and just simply love you for you. I'm not just sad you're gone….I'm sad that I couldn't do anything for you. I would do anything in this world for you because of all the happiness you have given the world. I feel you must be dead because you wouldn't let me, and so many others, suffer like this!
I didn't even grief my own father this hard. I miss you every moment of the day and night. You made such a difference in this world and you were truly unappreciated. If you're alive, then I am so happy that you are seeing that this is the case, but I'm sorry you haven't felt this for a long time. You deserve nothing but peace and happiness.
I still talk to you every night. I hope you hear me. I know you love your fans, but I love you more! xoxo
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u r just like me tenderoni. trust me i in my 19 years of life i've never been a fan of michael jackson, i only heard his name but never watched him perform even on tv. but the day this hoax death news surfaced i was shocked to my own amazement. why i'm feeling so bad for a person i've never met. but there it started. i started watching all his songs which were being shown at that time on VH1 n zee trendz is still showing- essential michael jackson n i fell for him in just 2 days. yes i fell in love with him.i became obsessed with him. my brain kept saying that u r falling for a departed soul but my heart just didn't listen. i couldn't concentrate on studying for my exams as i still had two exams ahead, i kept thinking about him n i'm still thinking about him night n day. there's just no getting over him.with the passing of each day i'm falling more n more for him.people may think i'm crazy but it happened so soon. i cried so much on the day of his memorial especially after brook's speech n paris's speech. but 2 days later i found this wonderful site n derekclontz assuring us of him being alive putting up facts n refrences n everything. it felt so wonderful. just imagine michael reading all the stuff here n reading our msgs to him. it really makes us feel good. i'm sure he'll surface when he's ready 'cause he himself said on his 50th b'day that his best is yet to come which is his humble opinion. so lets keep our fingers crossed.
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11:10 am
July 26, 2009
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Tenderoni said:
My Dearest Michael,
I have been a wreck since the news. Four weeks and I still don't feel any better. If you have died, I wish they would lay your body to rest. If you're alive, I hope you will reveal yourself one day and not stay away forever.
I've been a fan for 35 years. At 13, my room was covered with your posters and my father hated me talking about marrying you (hee hee) and answering him in MJ quotes and lyrics when he asked me stuff. But, my love for you has never wavered. Not in the good times, and definitely not in the bad times. When you were vindicated, I cried at work when they annouced the verdict live on the radio.
I have always longed to see you live (I was at the Superbowl performance, but I couldn't even see you!). I have always wanted to just take you in my arms and protect you from the harshness the world has shown your precious soul. I lived for the day I would meet you and convince you that people do love you and don't want anything from you. That there was the perfect girl for you who would take care of you and your children and just simply love you for you. I'm not just sad you're gone….I'm sad that I couldn't do anything for you. I would do anything in this world for you because of all the happiness you have given the world. I feel you must be dead because you wouldn't let me, and so many others, suffer like this!
I didn't even grief my own father this hard. I miss you every moment of the day and night. You made such a difference in this world and you were truly unappreciated. If you're alive, then I am so happy that you are seeing that this is the case, but I'm sorry you haven't felt this for a long time. You deserve nothing but peace and happiness.
I still talk to you every night. I hope you hear me. I know you love your fans, but I love you more! xoxo
That is so sweet! It almost made me cry! I hope that Michael can read all of these posts and see how much his fans love him. We simply aren't ready to let go of a legend. He changed so many peoples lives. Not just through his music, but by highlighting topics that had previously been taboo.
Keep the faith and I'm sure that Michael does hear you when you talk to him 
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11:57 pm
July 27, 2009
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Music is well said to be the speech of angels. ~Thomas Carlyle
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12:42 am
July 28, 2009
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Tenderoni, what a beautiful post sweetheart..Michael was such an important part of my youth too..I did go on to appreciate other kinds of music but Mike's stuff was always there..When Mike died, at first I just couldn't believe it..Then when things finally started to sink in I simply couldn't stop crying…I was 20 when 'Thriller' was released to the world..I can still remember dancing to it in clubs..I cant imagine a world without Michael in it somewhere..I just cannot..I always imagined he would 'be there' growing older along with the rest of us..{hopefully}…It never occurred to me that someone like Michael Jackson could be taken from us so soon..I also talk to him at night..I am hoping he is in a place where he can hear us..I think it's so sad that he never realised how much he was loved when he was alive..But often that seems to be the way…Sadly…Well, take care hun..Know you're not alone..I/we can relate to how you feel..Mike was a very special human being and he will never be forgotten..xxx
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10:32 am
July 28, 2009
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To Michael,
You are love more than you know. I hope that you are alive to feel all the love. I hope that I am not too late in saying this to you.
Michael, if you are alive please have confident in yourself to know that you are a special human being. You are so handsome; in fact you are one of the sexiest man ever even in all your physical changes. You surely rock my world. Don't ever think that you are ugly or not good enough. We love you just the way you are. Please know that no one can take away your heart and your spirit. From watching clips of you on youtube I can see that you are truly a gentleman and cared alot about other people feelings.
My only regret is that I wish that you were able to live a normal life and enjoy the things that normal people do. I hope that you will find unconditional love where ever you are because you so deserve it.
I love you Michael.
PS, if you are in hiding please do not reveal your hiding place for you will never have the rest and peace that you desire and deserve.
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6:13 pm
July 31, 2009
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Tenderoni
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Thanks for the nice comments, everyone.
I just simply don't want to go another 40 years without him in the world. The planet is really missing something with him gone. He will always be #1 to me. He was the perfect man: romantic, sexy, talented, sweet, intelligent, with a huge heart. He had some idiosyncracies, but we all do. They are what made him even more special.
If he is alive and comes forward, I am going to find him and give him the biggest hug he's ever had 
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6:26 pm
July 31, 2009
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I feel the same- I have had a knot in my stomach since the 25th.
I really hope that he is happy but it's sad because we didn't say goodbye.
I want to say goodbye..
Please let us say a proper goodbye if in fact it is goodbye. 
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