Michael Jackson Hoax Death

Ok. There is really a lot to say.  

This is both as a means of hoping you'll see this, and getting it off of my chest.  Writing does help

I know that to some people it's really weird.  I know that I'm only one fan in the midst of millions.  But in spite of that, I still have always felt a connection to you.  Now, nothing weird or anything.  It's just that  you've always seemed like a person that I could relate to.  I've always thought that you'd “get it”.  I could see us having a conversation, and confiding in each other.  Really, I know how weird that sounds, and you might not even understand it yourself.  You could be thinking “ok… well that's sweet.” and move on.  But I just wish that I could have had you in my life.  I know PLENTY feel the same, but I don't even know how to convey how I've felt.  It really would have been a blessing.  I just want to thank you for all that you've given to your fans.  You really have done well in helping people, and bringing happiness to the world.  You are truly special, no matter what people say.  I hope to learn to be as resilient as you are.  You are SO strong…with all that you went through, I don't think that I'd have been able to survive.  

I'm sorry for all of the loneliness that you've ever felt.  Just know that you have people out there that truly care about YOU.  People out there DO get it.  There are people who would have your best interest at heart, and would care about you the person, and not just you the artist.  

I've always understood.  I know that there are people out there who let ignorance get in the way of the truth.  They don't take the time to do their own research, or form their own opinions.  They just let others do it for them.  I'm sorry for all of the media scrutiny that has gotten in the way, but really, me and others out there understand you.  

It is probably weird having people always wanting a piece of you. You don't know who to trust.  I'm sorry for all of that.

I just want you to know that I care about you, the individual, and again, I know it might sound  weird…  But I don't/never have felt that for any other celebrity.  I'm not a celebrity person…I don't follow up on them, buy the magazines, etc.  It's not about the celebrity.  It's about the connection.  Haha like other fans have proposed to you, etc. so again, you might just think “Aww nice, another crazed fan, how sweet”etc.  BUT REALLY. Like all of my life I've felt this way. Heck, I wrote you a letter when I was in the fifth grade.  I'm not like in love with you or anything ha.  And no, it's never been a creepy, obsessive, or unhealthy thing.  Just that feeling in there that you really would get me, you the person; with the artist and celebrity aside.  You are truly amazing and special, and very very special to me.  I can't even describe it.   

I'll try to word this as best I can.  I really know it might sound crazy, but in all seriousness, you have always seemed like you could fill a void. Like, I would even think, how cool it would be if you were my dad.  I literally was like gonna ask you to adopt me when Id meet you haha.  Ha I know that sounds really silly, but ahhhdfkdj!!. I guess my whole point is that you have been a HUGE part of my life for ALL of my life, and I love you very much.  [Also if this sounds really weird to people on here (the dad thing) ...well I'm sixteen years old so it works ha.  I've never stated that but I'll just add that to add some clarity].

Well… I just hope that you are happy   Don't let anything get in your way or hold you back.  I appreciate and love you so much and I just thought I'd try to tell you, even though I didn't come close to showing just how much.  

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I understand where your coming from i feel the same. i fee like i just  lost my best friend, but thats the kind of impact Michael had on peoples lives all around the world, what a wonderfull human being.We are in shock and grieving, i am still crying watching dvds of him playing his music all the time! My 23yr old son thinks i have gone mad, i am 56! I love Michael sooooo much!! so dont think ever you are being silly

This letter you just wrote, which is really beautiful, seems to explain everything most of us feel. This connection. I hope he read it and knows that he is not alone in his heart. I so believe he knows he is loved, by all of us, and nothing can put that down!

Thank you for posting that

Beautiful Letter – real feelings I can feel though the screen  …..

A Cousin + Best Friend in a way – but I hope he knows I love him like Family – when I love you like family , you're are family , I got your back on anything and everything … no doubt … I love Michael Now & Forever … never changing. * Michael , if you are reading this – you know you got a “Cousin /Best Friend” in Texas that loves you and supports you no matter what – that is my real true feelings*.

there is nothing wrong expressing your true feelings … like Michael said “It's Human Nature”.

very touching letter, i feel the same way about him too though i admit i'm in love with him. i wish i can relieve him from all the pains n humiliations he has experienced in his life none of which he deserved. he gave us extreme happiness but got very little in return. i wish i meet him someday n i wish i can make him feel that he's loved by all n hated by few.

MICHAEL, WHEREVER YOU ARE NOW, I HOPE THAT U CHECK THIS SITE DAILY N U READ ALL OUR MESSAGES WRITTEN TO YOU, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT IF U WISH TO COMEBACK UR TRUE FANS WILL NEVER HATE U. 'CAUSE WE LOVE U NO MATTER WHATEVER U DO. U R A SWEET ANGEL N U CAN NEVER DO ANYTHING WRONG.

Post edited 9:30 pm – August 1, 2009 by forevermine_mj

very touching letter, i feel the same way about him too though i admit i'm in love with him. i wish i can relieve him from all the pains n humiliations he has experienced in his life none of which he deserved. he gave us extreme happiness but got very little in return. i wish i meet him someday n i wish i can make him feel that he's loved by all n hated by few.

MICHAEL, WHEREVER YOU ARE NOW, I HOPE THAT U CHECK THIS SITE DAILY N U READ ALL OUR MESSAGES WRITTEN TO YOU, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT IF U WISH TO COMEBACK UR TRUE FANS WILL NEVER HATE U. 'CAUSE WE LOVE U NO MATTER WHATEVER U DO. U R A SWEET ANGEL N U CAN NEVER DO ANYTHING WRONG.