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6:16 pm July 15, 2009
| DawneVee
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Feel free to come here to, unwind, brain dump, cry, vent, lash out, mourn, etc.
You won't be charged or judged.
There is no waiting in line to speak to a therapist.
There are no pills to make it all go away.
Visiting hours are 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days per year.
Enjoy your stay!
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“With such confusion don’t it make you wanna scream
You bash abusing victimize within the scheme
You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize
Somebody please have mercy cause I just can’t take it ”
– Scream — Michael and Janet Jackson |
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6:37 pm July 15, 2009
| Cherry
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(sorry for my English)
I wish you, Michael, to be in peace forever, wherever you are, dead or alive.
From a non (always) fan, who have always respected him profoundly
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7:10 pm July 15, 2009
| InnerDemon
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Gotta complain too . Im online here now for about 14 hours (oh yeah) with some breaks and I still cant tend to go to bed (its already after 4am). Im not even tired. And I dont wanna miss anything. I even cant think straight anymore (not very good with all the confusion on here already)
I feel like some nerd now…
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“Lies run sprints, but the truth runs marathons.”
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7:15 pm July 15, 2009
| DawneVee
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InnerDemon,
You aren't the only one on this site who is on it 10+ hours. Me too, sad to say. But, like you and others, I don't want to miss something.
I do sleep though.
I am going on vacation soon…for 9 days. The place where I am going to only has dial up…OMG…what am I going to do? LOL.
We might be called crazy but all of us have come really far in getting through all the BS that the media has given to us and have uncovered many lies, errors, inconsistincies and the like.
There should be a recovery group called Michael Jacksons Anonymous.
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“With such confusion don’t it make you wanna scream
You bash abusing victimize within the scheme
You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize
Somebody please have mercy cause I just can’t take it ”
– Scream — Michael and Janet Jackson |
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7:32 pm July 15, 2009
| InnerDemon
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Haha good to know Im not the only addicted person on here
When it comes to sleep Im a very complicated person anyway. Doesnt have to do with this website, though
9 days without us? uhoh. wish ya all the best
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“Lies run sprints, but the truth runs marathons.”
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7:43 pm July 15, 2009
| Give.In.To.Me
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I'm with all of you, It's 10pm here now and I got on the site at 9am. God help all us over-loyal fans
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Can you feel it..
Can you feel it…
CAN YOU FEEL IT |
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7:50 pm July 15, 2009
| ReachingOut
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Present and accounted for, hehehehehe……
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8:35 pm July 15, 2009
| Miss Dahmer
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12 hours and counting for me! It's an everyday thing, really…ohhhhh MJ please put our little minds at ease. WE WANT A SIGN!
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‘I think in some way I wanted it to end, even if it meant my own destruction.’ |
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3:29 am July 17, 2009
| BelieverAngel90
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3 days and counting … I haven't been any other website …. I am addicted to this site … I love it .
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“Michael … I understand … I am sad I never got to talk to you … like a normal person.”
*Sweet Sweet Earth Angel A.K.A. Michael* |
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3:48 am July 17, 2009
| sita
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look with your heart!
I LOVE U ALL
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dont forget:
LOOK WITH YOUR HEART
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3:48 am July 17, 2009
| carelesslove46
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I'm on here as soon as I get up and then as soon as I get home from work..When I'm not on here I'm thinking about the site and if anything 'mind-blowing' has happend..It really is an addictive site..I just hope that Michael is really alive and can see all the post's. I wonder what he would think?
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4:21 am July 17, 2009
| Angel36
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I'm checking in also.
I sleep as much as 3 hours a night before login again.
I come here since the day this site was here.
I'm at home but not there because i'm only looking for the truth.
But i get angry everytime when a BS story appairs in the media and everybody swallows it like shit.
The whole masse out there believes everything the media says.
That's why MJ was pronounced guilty by the media.
We have a lot to do confince the world outside this site that MJ is guilty of beiing to soft and kind to the world.And that he's nothing like the media says he is.
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4:23 am July 17, 2009
| Anna.K
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Checking in ! I was listening to the song “Cry” by MJ and the lyrics kinda gave me hopeSomebody shakes when the wind blows
“Somebody's missing a friend, hold on Somebody's lacking a hero And they have not a clue When it's all gonna end
Stories buried and unfold Someone is hiding the truth, hold on When will this mystery unfold And will the sun ever shine In the blind man's eyes when he cries?”
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“With such confusions, don’t it make you wanna scream ?” |
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8:06 pm July 17, 2009
| DawneVee
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Okay sanitarium patients…
Give a status update. Gotta make sure you are still alive.
For me, I am doing well. I will say though June 25th changed my life and I feel as if I have been floating these past 3 weeks. I barely get household chores done and cook, just have no desire to do them (and trust me I am the type of person who loves to clean and cook).
I haven't eaten very well or slept very well (but that can be the 105 degree heat too) and my mind is constantly racing in circles as I try to solve this mystery. Man, where are the shows Unsolved Mysteries or MythBusters when ya need them?
Michael's 'death' has rather consumed my thoughts because I just want to know the truth. If he is dead, then fine, I can finally mourn him properly. But like the rest of you all, I feel he is still alive.
But I do want to find out what all transpired June 25th till now since none of it makes any sense. Guess I will have to keep my eyes and ears open.
I don't share with anyone the fact that I believe MJ is still alive. I did that on Facebook and lost friends and got a lot of rude comments. So I am so happy I can come to this site where I am around like minded people who understand.
Just this evening, my husband walked in on me on this site for the 1st time and seen the title of the blog and got annoyed and started freaking out going 'ARE YOU KIDDING ME? NO THIS IS CRAZY'. Hee hee. But he's left me alone. So I don't say anything about why I believe MJ faked his death. I mean, he will listen, but he's just tell me I am nuts, so why bother?
I put on a really good front though but my close friends know something is wrong. I can't tell them though because I don't want to be laughed at again.
I am not crazy…seriously….
But I've been jammin' to MJ's tunes for weeks now and it's put a smile on my face.
I know MJ's alive, because if he wasn't I'd feel it. Hmmm don't know how to describe that feeling, but I am sure many of you know what I am talking about.
As far as the media goes, most of us have been very good at pointing out crap or fact, so I don't take too seriously what the media has been saying, but I do listen because I believe they deserve that much at least.
This whole situation would be so much easier if Janet or Katherine would come out and speak. We MJ fans trust them more than the rest of the family.
Anyway, thank you my MJ fan family for continuing to lift each other up when we are out of hope and laughing when someone posts some cheesy tabloid link about MJ that doesn't make any sense.
Thank you Admin for this site.
Will check in with you all again in a few days before I go on vacation!
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“With such confusion don’t it make you wanna scream
You bash abusing victimize within the scheme
You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize
Somebody please have mercy cause I just can’t take it ”
– Scream — Michael and Janet Jackson |
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9:21 pm July 17, 2009
| NeverlandsFairy
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Post edited 2:25 pm – July 18, 2009 by NeverlandsFairy
This forum saved my life…
Let me tell a little history.I told once but the thread died.
I got the news by my fiancee who happens to live on US, I thought was a prank, so when i turned TMZ on the internet…I literally, literally got a heart attack myself. For sure was not a hard one, but i felt a such strong pain on my heart, and since I have a fragile condition in order of kidney disease I had borned with, Im very suscetible to faint and etc. that I really saw everything turns black and just woke there with a tube.
A friend of my mom took me till the hospital and hours after, when supposly my blood pressure was fine, I saw the news on tv of the hospital´s apartment and unable to stop to cry, I got on that damn 25th a strong kidney´s crise.
Guess what?The pain was so strong , I ended using Morphine myself.
I lost 4 kg, and was doing very very hard, so a few days ago, a nurse was using a laptop and I asked, begged to check internet for sure to seek things about Mike. And I ended finding this site.Slowly it started to give me hope.Ok somethings here are just tooooooo crazy to be true, but others are quite plausible.Im a fanatic for XFiles ,and something I learned on it was…Sometimes the truth lays on the absurd.And yes Im a believer, I believe on extraterrestrials, conspirancies,ghosts…
Tough, as a lot of people say here, its much more than just believe…I feel.I feel he is with us.
Supermom, took me from the bed with her investigations, and Im finally at home.I tried to share my ideas with a collegue, she mocked on me in front of others.But I dont care cause when the truth comes…The truth what is still out there, they will see the blinds ones, were those who made jokes of us.
The truth is out there.
I want to believe.
And the truth shall prevail!
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9:41 pm July 17, 2009
| Peace
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Watch the Stranger in Moscow video, that's how he wants to feel.
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2:26 am July 18, 2009
| BelieverAngel90
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“Michael … I understand … I am sad I never got to talk to you … like a normal person.”
*Sweet Sweet Earth Angel A.K.A. Michael* |
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2:30 am July 18, 2009
| Girl21GER
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I will go on vacation in some houres. But I will have internet there, THANK GOD.
But I don't know how I can survive the planride and all the time at the airport without this site.
I just want to say, I'm really happy this site existes and that you all are here. That makes me feel like I'm not the only crazy person in the world
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*~*Don’t judge a person, unless you have spoken with them one on one*~*
~*~If a lie is told often enough, you start believing it~*~
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2:54 am July 18, 2009
| stephykat
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yeap…I'm on tour break and I've been lucky enough to travel all over the US and log on…my bandmates called me crazy from day1 since they play mexican folk music (banda) kept checking me on the bus and since they are 16 men, I kicked them away hehe…I guess we're leaving next week or at the most on the 28th to perform in CA and Las vegas I hope I can log on…although traveling does take up many hours…I'll feel lonely without my Sanitarium friends…but at least I'll stick around home for the next few days…we left for Nogales on the 25th but didn't catch the news till my bandmates told me and I called them liars. i stayed in CA during those first days and even played in Santa Maria, where Neverland is…I just had a weird feeling all those days and even changed my style completely which totally freaked out my boss…he said the media “killed” him for money but never has believed in his being dead physically…although he said drugs at some point destroy your bone structure (he's struggling to quit) but never believed MJ was on hard drugs except pain killers. I'm the only soul singer which is totally the opposite from what this band plays so I'm the freaky cyber Micheal freak!! haha…so I belong here!! this is my true home…I hope we can set up a beautiful ceremony here on his Birthday with vids and cards!! Bless you all..and may we be strong as Admn said MJ has been during the hard times!! Going to bed must go to a march here in my hometown in Mexico pro-gay rights!! not common here but will play MJ music while walking down the boardwalk! I'm not gay but a human right supporter so Michael…our mission starts now with the world!! good night!!! at your feet forever MJ
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3:33 am July 18, 2009
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Everytime I think: not more than an hour and suddenly it's 2o'clock in the morning. Then I get up, thinking 'well just catch up a little' in the morning. Before I know I've been spending the whole day and this goes on and on for what is it now? Days, no weeks! If this goes on for months, then… omg!
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5:07 pm August 3, 2009
| DawneVee
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It's been a few weeks since we all have given a report and brain dumped here at the Sanitarium.
The Michael Jackson Sanitarium always accepts new patients so you new members on the forum, feel free to let loose here.
An update on me…well I will admit when Doc Murray's house was raided I was a bit hesitant and unsettled, but obviously the cops didn't find what they were looking for because Murray is still roaming free doing his thing.
Today's court thing left me a bit unsettled at first as well, but nothing really got accomplished at this court hearing that we already knew about.
I was on vacation for 9 days in FL and I was able to read the forum but I couldn't post because I didn't have my password. I went insane, but then realized how thankful I was just to be able to read the forum (I was using dial up) so I stopped going insane after that.
So, that's my update.
Time to peak into the rest of your psychiatric records….
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“With such confusion don’t it make you wanna scream
You bash abusing victimize within the scheme
You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize
Somebody please have mercy cause I just can’t take it ”
– Scream — Michael and Janet Jackson |
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5:11 pm August 3, 2009
| BelieverAngel90
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Sign Me In again … I know this is my 4th time and I need a Straightjacket and a Good Drink … I been on here non – stop and only get three hours of sleep then I wake up and I am back on this again …. I hope you can put me … LMAO … I am MJ Addicted and My Name is Believer Angel 90 … XDLOLXD.
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“Michael … I understand … I am sad I never got to talk to you … like a normal person.”
*Sweet Sweet Earth Angel A.K.A. Michael* |
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5:13 pm August 3, 2009
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I HAD TO LET THAT OUT.
IM JUST SOOOOO STRESSED OUT.ONE DAY I FEEL AND KNOW THAT HE'S ALIVE.
OTHER DAYS I JUST WANNA SCREAM,BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA LOSE HOPE.
LOVE YOU MIKE
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5:15 pm August 3, 2009
| InnerDemon
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My status report: I feel great no sleep problems anymore.. well, not THAT bad addiction to this site got better as well but is not yet fully recovered…
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5:17 pm August 3, 2009
| DawneVee
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Scream, yell, cry, vent, lash out…it's okay to do that on this thread…that's why I started it.
And no one will give you any pills to sedate you.
BelieverAngel…you and I will have to meet up soon…'member, I am in Grand Prairie… hey….girl we will have to go see the This Is It movie thingy together in October!! We can go to the Studio Movie Grill in Arlington.
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“With such confusion don’t it make you wanna scream
You bash abusing victimize within the scheme
You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize
Somebody please have mercy cause I just can’t take it ”
– Scream — Michael and Janet Jackson |
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5:29 pm August 3, 2009
| BelieverAngel90
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DawneVee said:
Scream, yell, cry, vent, lash out…it's okay to do that on this thread…that's why I started it.
And no one will give you any pills to sedate you.
BelieverAngel…you and I will have to meet up soon…'member, I am in Grand Prairie… hey….girl we will have to go see the This Is It movie thingy together in October!! We can go to the Studio Movie Grill in Arlington.
That sounds so cool .. I love to do that !!!
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“Michael … I understand … I am sad I never got to talk to you … like a normal person.”
*Sweet Sweet Earth Angel A.K.A. Michael* |
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9:25 pm August 3, 2009
| DawneVee
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“With such confusion don’t it make you wanna scream
You bash abusing victimize within the scheme
You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize
Somebody please have mercy cause I just can’t take it ”
– Scream — Michael and Janet Jackson |
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12:00 am August 4, 2009
| mjjforever72
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DawneVee said:
Feel free to come here to, unwind, brain dump, cry, vent, lash out, mourn, etc.
You won't be charged or judged.
There is no waiting in line to speak to a therapist.
There are no pills to make it all go away.
Visiting hours are 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days per year.
Enjoy your stay!
I know I feel just the rest of ya lol i never wanna get off here in case i miss something too. My eyes are getting sore but i don't care, I just love michael so much that i wanna find out the truth too even if means by me not getting enough sleep I DON'T CARE!
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