I wish i could answer that, but I dont know, I really dont know.
As you might have notice, Im very devoted to Michael, and I have been for some years now, im not just a screeming fan, (You know what I mean). Im in so much pain, and i miss him more and more each day. He really changed my life. I cant imangine my life without him, what the hell am I going to do? My heart with all my love is with Michael whereever he goes.

I dont think he is dead, something in my heart tells me that he is alive, and I have a feeling of where he might be, but im not sure though. But if you have heard the song Michael made called “A place with no name” you will know that the original song is called “A horse with no name”. I have listent to that song all day long, and that made me think that he might be in Saudi Arabien, or Baraihn, cause he lived there a few years after the last trial.
If you listen to that song “A horse with no name” They are sining about the desert, and being on a horse with no name, that made me think og those 2 contries, and the horse can be a castle. I dont why i thought of that, but i got the chills, Its hard to explain, but something went through me, when that happent. Michael knows some pretty powerful poeple in these contries, they could eassily help him.
For all i know, he really needed to get away from all the pressure, he has been wanting a normal life for so long, where he could concentrate on his art and his kids, and he havent been able to do that before. Like he really wished to, cause they got chased by papparazis whereever they went. Michael needs his peace, and I think we owe it to him to leave him alone, we will know if he is alive, trust me, he will find a way to tell us. There has already been his diary, those things in there sounds like Michael would have put them, and according to the diary he will come back at christmas or January next year.
But like i said i really dont know.
I dont think we will ever see him perform again, and to be hornest i really dont care about that, all I care about is Michael, and i only want for him, to be happy, healthy and start smieling again. He really needs that, the last trial destroyed him for good, those idiots marked poor Michael for Life. I wish I could be with him, support him, and tell him that I love him no matter what, and take his lonelyness away.

In the matter of fact he might be reading this site, he has to, so he can keep track of what we know so far.
I beg of all of you inhere, do not give up believing, and do NOT listen to the media, we all know they are full of bullshit. Look for the REAL facts, and listen to your heart, always listen to your heart.
We havent seen any realible prove of him beeing dead, and aslong as that isent happening, I wont believe it.
By the way, The song Im talking about, it havent been recorded yet, it just got released, and then i was wondering by who?. Who leaked it to the Television, was it Michael, is this his way to tell us something? The song aparrently came from a source, YEAH RIGHT. Who else knew about that song? NOONE.
Michael have made a lot of songs over the past years, wich arent recorded, for one reason, his children. Michael knew what those songs would be worth with him “death”. With these kinda money he can secure his childrens future.

One last thing. Remeber this. Michael belives in magic, and in magic, ANYTHING can happen. He could stand right next to you at the market, and you woulden`t even notice, he is the master of disgueses.

I tell you why people didnt apprecite him, Because he dared to be who he is, and he was not affraid to talk about it, or keep beliveing, in everything he stands for. That may scare some people i think. I like you, don`t really care if a person is famous or not, that has nothing to do with who the person is for real. They have their talent, but its not who they are. I have never heard of another celebrity doing so much for children as Michael did, never. And i totally think, people could learn from it. He NEVER did anything wrong, he just wanted to give them that childhood he never had himself, i cant see that there should be a problem with that. I wish i had that kinda money to help Children around the world to get a better life, or atleast trying to help them. God I miss him so much, I dont know what to do anymore. A part of me keeps telling me not to worry, becayse his outthere and his trying to get better. And somehow i feel it in my heart. And then there is other days, where Im totally empty inside, you know the feeling you have inside yourself, when you lost someone you really loved. I think that we have to keep believing. We have no actual prove that he is really dead. And Im sorry for talking about him, like he is still alive, but i have to, Im not ready to let him go yet, and Im not sure Ill ever be ready for that. But then again, why wouldent I??

I’m hoping that perhaps his family staged the biggest intervention of all time and they are behind this for his health. MJ was a health nut. Please stop saying he was vegan, many have said how much he loved KFC. But healthy people can become addicted to pain killers. Or maybe he as just ready to have nervous breakdown. He did NOT want to do 50 shows, thats for sure and MJ was know for gettinghimself out of things he didnt want to do.